April visited Singapore

i promised myself i will make it happen to visit Singapore!

and there it goes! 

here, few pictures to share. 

@Singapore with love.

CHERYL. COUSIN.

congrats again to my dear cousin, Cheryl. you made it!

 Here, it's time for lunch after whole morning was at cousin's convocation.

and now it's time to shop shop shop. 

Singapore is a really great place to shop. was controlling myself all the time. 

and here comes to end of the day where everybody gathered at Josie (cousin) house after dinner.

family always come first. 

love y'all! 

and will visit Singapore again!

wonderful

its April coming up!

i gotta plan more excitement for myself.

:) 

life goes on,

for all the romance

what's the most romantic event so far?

Candle light dinner?

hand with hand walking by the beach?

sitting on the bench waiting for sunset?

going for a vacation? 

i waited and i am still waiting.

girls dying for this, although sometimes it sounded so silly but its pretty sweet to have this picture kept in your memory with someone special. someone you love. someone you knew he likes you. 

that's really romantic when you can flashback the moment. 

 

Lana Del Rey - Born To Die

Feet don't fail me now
Take me to the finish line
All my heart, it breaks every step that I take
But I'm hoping that the gates,
They'll tell me that you're mine
Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design?
I feel so alone on a Friday night
Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you're mine
It's like I told you honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Let's go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Cause you and I, we were born to die

Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Tried to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn't find
All the answers, honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Let's go get high
Lana Del Rey Born To Die lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/lana-del-rey-born-to-die-lyrics.html

The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words,
This is the last time
Cause you and I
We were born to die
We were born to die
We were born to die

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Let's go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Cause You and I
We were born to die
We were born to die

All By Myself

Day has been gone tougher and tougher. 

I have been transfer to KL for work purpose and it's all by myself with helpless. 

from this i have learnt how to be much stronger than before. A lot more stronger.

staying and living here alone was pretty unbelievable.

My family and friends never stop worry about me, that from there i found much of love.

i blame myself for being so choosy for keep complaining how lonely i am but i wasn't actually lonely.

time for picture sharing babeh!

keep reminding myself to be ... 

keep cool

keep smiling

 never the less 

stay comfort 

home has the freshest air ever

just got back home from KL.

is it so good to be back.

nothing can replace home as the greatest place ever. 

i smelled love and i felt warm.

keep reminding

Life is a book. 

Everyday is a new page. 

Every month is a new chapter. 

Every year is a new series.

ops i did it again

oh Charlotte why did you just view your 2009 post?! 

anyway, i realized something. i am STRONGER! hell yeah! 

love needed

i can't tell how much i need love right now.

i miss having someone with me.

all the cuddle, kisses, huggie and so many more.

feel so lonely. 

3/Jan/2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 

my new year wishes ...

t h i n k  l e s s

b e  s t r o n g

k i s s  m o r e 

f i n d  a  b e s t  f r i e n d

s t a r t  s a v i n g  m o n e y

k i s s  s o m e o n e  u n d e r w a t e r

c o n f i d e n c e 

b e  h a p p y  &  t r u l y  e n j o y  l i f e

Re-Dyed

Just got my hair all re-dyed eventually.

i feel so good. 

my day is getting better and better. 

love and hate

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!! WHENEVER I SAW YOUR PICTURE, I WISH TO TELL YOU I HATE YOU IN THAT FACE!!!

why you have to hurt me so bad?! sighhhhh!!!!

i'm tired to listen the truth.

i would like to thank god that somehow something that i should know and i shouldn't know will reveal themselves. it's pain inside but i'm proudly to say that i'm no longer 'myself' who i use to be. crying over him and all the disappointment and regrets. now, i stronger. i take it and i learn it.


''Cause the walls burned up and our love fell down,
And it turned into whatever, now we're saying never.
Feel the fire 'cause it's all around,
And it's burning for forever and always.''

it's all broken.

my another life begin.

notice my necklace?

it was a farewell present from my boyfriend. he got it for me without me knowing that he prepared a present for me. turns out i felt so bad did not present him anything. sighs. 

' i miss you baby! '

the farewell was a little weird because he expect me to cry but not say i'm heartless or senseless because i can tell that to avoid tears falling from my eyes is the hardest thing i ever did. it was not easy to carry the tears. i kept holding on, not speak much because i knew once goodbye is spoken, i'll never let him go.  

he has left me for 2 days. i must be strong to get over it. i gotta stop being emo. 

frankly, i miss him every second every day. 

i hope he is all well. 

JoJo - Disaster

One Way to Bukit Merah.

Went to Bukit Merah just for fun, just me and boyfriend. 

Weird weather these days, everyday rain and lucky we made it to visit those animals in there (ECOPARK) before rain. 

Here is few pictures of us at Bukit Merah.

ME 

Boyfriend <3

Him again.

taken this when we both reached home

it was quite a simply great day for us. :)

all in a random day

yes, finally i did a hair cut. felt different. 

here, before and after my hair cut! 

BEFORE

AFTER

i love the curl so much but too bad it's just temporary. 

my hair is feeling very light right now. less stress? 

went to lollipot with boyfriend after our hair cut.

taken by boyfriend

my desire perfume

i need a new perfume. can't wait to buy myself one!

Chloe. my very first choice of all but it's too expensive. 

issey miyake florale. my another all time favorite of all. it's expensive as well.

these two perfume is the best of the best i can say. loving it so much! gotta wait one day when i can afford them. :)

anna sui flight of fancy. nice smells but i dislike the bottle. considering for 30ml. 

femme by boss. one of the best seller of women edp! considering 30ml.

versace bright crystal. best seller as well. awesome smell. considering 30ml.

guess seduction wild summer. this is just not bad. considering 30ml. 

perfume budget for 30ml, RM150. 

okay, i was way too bored with my fat face and long fringe, then decided to cut my fringe shorter. frankly, i like long sexy fringe. i'll left it back when my face can slightly slimmer then imma be sexay! :D 

new me. september. 

my plan

MONEY! i need money! gosh, once i'm thinking about money and there's goes the plan. the plan of what i'm gonna do with them. this is pretty normal for everyone right? i hope i'm not quite like those shopaholic :)

there comes the plan...

1. say hello to those jeans i want buy which is cheap and nice. hopefully it'll still be there when i get my money.
2. a brand new comfy bed.
3. ooh yeah! tattoo!! can't wait man!! XD
4. the most important one, save my money for my holidays during Christmas at Singapore! yayy!! 

GOOD DAYS AHEAD, BLESSED! 

13/9

happy birthday to myself.

生日快樂 我對自己說


p/s: 每一年的今天 我都对我自己说 我一定要忍 不过 到后来我还是忍不住的流泪了。