i dont belive but i have to believe

seriously i feel superb bad about this picture. i cried out loudly. hurt like shit.
again,i feel like giving up.
i cant take this no more.
no more.
not anymore.
god !
i don't want this to happen.

loveable stuff from you

it's the slipper


every stuff you gave me always remind me about you. always.
but...
i got no idea how to tell anything right now.

it's broken

i feel like wearing the necklace that you presented me last year. when i was holding it then i found that its on the way going to be spoiled, i placed it on my bed then i accidentally dropped it and then it's DAMAGED. my tears burst into my eyes very quickly, i don't know what to do. i tried to fix it but still it wasn't working. i tried again and again. still cannot work.

something came into my mind telling me its not going to work anymore. like us,we try hard for going back to each other but it will never gonna work. is it this true? i'm crying badly now. keep crying and crying. why is it cannot work? why it cannot be fix again?

i feel the very pain right now, inside pain. hurtful. i cant even know how to express this feelings. tears keep on like pouring. my heart, my tears and my mind. i cant even know how to help myself to stop feeling this way, to stop tearing and to stop thinking. it's seriously suffering, i cant breath well right now. i want you, it's hurt.

no matter what we do, what we said, what we promised, what we prefer and more. still we stuck over here and we couldn't escape together. it is true that we gonna stuck this way forever?

loving you makes me hate you.

''i want to know what love is''

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder





In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life




I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......



I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me....
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me....



In my life! there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life!.!.!.!.



I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is......
I know you can show me......

http://www.elyricsworld.com/i_want_to_know_what_love_is_lyrics_mariah_carey.html
I wanna know what love is....
I want you to show me....
And I wanna feel, I want to.... feel what love is....
And I know, I know you can show me....

show me



I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...

here we come

i choose to move on,
you came to me,
told me you want me,
you confused me terribly.

you called,we talked this over,
i expressed my feelings,
you expressed yours,
we stay and keep our words.

you were with her,
later you're not,
you came to me,
said that it's because of me,
you decided to dump her.

i told you,
nothing is helping us,
i want to get out,
i don't wanna stuck in here,
pretended to smile in every single day,
seriously wanna get out.

you were upset,
you wish we could be together,
back into the life we used to have,
you told me how bad you miss it,
how bad you want me.

but baby,
dont forget about her,
i told you,
she loves you,
she needs you.

question,
why don't you choose a better life to be with her and to be happier?

answer,
you said ''i will be happier if I'm with you''

when i want ya badly,
you said maybe you'll back,
then i sobbed,
when you want me badly,
i said i wish to move on and to be a new person,
then you upset.

all wrong decision, wrong planning... what is really going on that make us suffer like that? i got no idea to decide. helpless!