wrong man for the job by JOJO

I Thought that you were the best part of me,
Baby I guess that we just believe what,
We wanna believe
I Thought I knew you so well , I couldn't tell
That this was sinking so deep,
I see it now,
I'm breathing now,
Its time for me...
For me..

To let it go

It was cool when it started but now the flame has gone
You´re The Wrong man for The Job,
My heart is breaking in pieces, but still I'm moving on,
You´re the wrong man for the job,
I cant believe it took me so long to realize,
Finally know what it feels like(You´re The wrong man For the Job)
I'm starting over but,I wont be afraid
I'm sorry to say,
You´re the Wrong man for the job

Oh..oh
Sometimes I wish I could take back everything,
It be easier to never have known you,
I would spare myself so much pain,
Still I can't stop thinking ´bout,
What I'mma do without,
You on the lonely nights,
But now I know,what I gotta do,
I cant ever change you,
Letting it go tonight..


Im Looking for somebody to love me, the way I should be loved ,
I need someone to do more for me, than you have ever done,
I love you but you're not the one...


to listen just click the link at bottom.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Imq_mAiViY

uncomfortable

cool.

i know that you realized i read your blog and her blog. and i know you want me to say something. but,i think i won't say anything. it's obvious,it's an argument. you and her. i don't felt comfortable seriously. somethings is telling me and i'm feeling something too. i kept quiet and i never wanted to mention or ask any since i found out. i pretended cause i don't even want to give a damn bout it. i ignored everything and you choose to tell me about it too.

so,
who care about who was wrong or right in the past?
nobody is wrong but just that the ''time'' was wrong. you both just met each other in a wrong time,alright? what to do if it had already happened in your life. take it as an experience and learn something. take the fact. go for what your heart felt.
if you're peace lover then better you choose for don't give a damn.
if you want to have your right then come out and face it.
if everything were fake and you miss her then go back with her.
i'm sorry i can't rewind anything. but,i wish i could.

after reading for more than twice i would like to say something. honestly,you both behaved in a very immature way. (i'm sorry). every single thing can be settle in a right way. i know it's difficult for you guys to let go a relationship that last for half year. i know what had happen at the earlier months was bad. i don't even know what could makes you guys quarrel.

jealousy,perhaps?

you jealous she has a boyfriend
you jealous he has a girlfriend
?

imma not trying to guess anything. it's pretty cool that who i am right now. i don't even want to fight or talk about issues. i'm talking here. but i don't expect any single things. cause i know nothing's gonna change the fact. it's true that i'm still crying. no point. listen to those songs while i first realized something was going wrong.
''cold as you''
i post the lyric publicly at facebook. very fast,you posted this
''i'm looking at front door''
i briefly had a flashback and i could just cry simply.

you said that you hardly find a real friend to talk about your problems. so,do you think your girlfriend have any to talk and share with her friend? what i do is talking over here. i do not want to share my blog. cause i don't want to receive any opinion or console.

i have no solution in this.
but i'm happy that i could get slightly over bout it. at least i realized i've changed.
and the world have changed too. i don't treat my beau like how i treat last time.
i would send him my love message to him often. i would say something sweet to him every night before he sleep. i would also die to meet him. but now,seriously,not anymore.

if now we are still apart i guess i can't even can be your friend.
but,i wish i can be cause you took care of me for so long before.

keep it

we couldn't make each other family to love us.
i don't even see and felt i am close to your family and so do you.
although,we been together for 4 years before but still we both didn't work out to let each other family to love us.
one of your sister doesn't like me since we were together.
i have no idea.
but then,nothing is telling me how my family feel you.
why others can work out so well but not us?
you don't even dare to speak to my grandma for a normal request.

i felt bad when i saw my cousin's partner were so close with us.
cheryl's boyfriend is very nice with our family.
although,he felt hard to communicate with my grandma but then he still work on it.
it's funny. my mom loves him too.
my brother and sisters are kinda close with him.
he's not a funny person and it's just a normal guy.
cheryl is pretty close with his family too.
they always hang out together,and it's really nice.
one thing i'm impressed is that they both not even together for a year.
and they success to work it out this way.

another one,
jayson and his ex-girlfriend.
my sister loves her a lot.
i can't believe that they could even brought my sister out with them.
just three person. one couple and a kid.
now,jayson current girlfriend is pretty cool too.
she use to come over my grandma house just like this simple.

one more,
nicole and her boyfriend are so cute.
her boyfriend use to hang out with nicole's family,very oftenly.
i saw their pictures. very nice.
(alright,i know less about them. i'm just telling what i saw.)

sigh.
but,
i think not to be close with each others family is better than close with them.
in case we separate,nobody will care a lot about it.
family maybe will not even give a damn.
we won't felt any difficult to face it or to answer their question.
so,i guess we should keep it this way.
right?

=)

cool. (first article about non-love)

actually, i typed half page with another topic already but then i cleared it all again.
i want start this with something different but not the one i've typed just now.
the thing the i typed just now was a little like nothing to express cause i know that's useless.
it was little hard to talk about it,so i cleared it all easily.

i saw people always mention about the past and the future more then what's happening recently.
why we people have to live with past and future?
why can't we can't choose a perfect time to live with?
for example,the choice to live with ...

A.baby(age 1/2) B.kid(age 4-6) C.teenager(13-16) D.adult(19-23)

if we can,i would like to choose my childhood life.
majority people will choose to live in childhood life (kid) for sure.
being a child is so nice.
we can do whatever we like.
we don't have to love other cause they will love us.
we don't have to take care ourselve cause our family will take good care of us.
we don't have to solve our problem cause we don't have any problem with your life.
we don't have to suffer with any cause we will forget everything in the next day.
we don't have to write any love letter for our lover cause we don't even know how to start.
sigh.
how nice if i really could go back in this kind of life.
i remember,when i was little i was like a princess.
i have beautiful dresses, have my unlimited time to sleep, have my barbie to spent with,
i have so many admirer.
they loved me. take a look, it's loved not love.

seriously,being teenager was kinda fun too but we grew too fast.
now i'm 18 above.
we quarrel and argue with people and especially with our family and the one we love the most.
we fight this and that to get what we want.
we keep ourselves with our secret and we tear alone in a dark room.
we hardly tell others how we felt that's why we have our blogspot to express with.
we earn our money with full of tiredness but we couldn't get enough with money.
we struggled just wanted to live better but nothing could help.
sigh.


i'm tried.

my point of this view

recently/nowadays, people are having their discussion about their view against girl/boy.
this is a fatal topic, i guess.
cause nobody can truly find or get a true love in this kind of century.
it's hard and difficult,but there's still possible for others to get their prefect match.

from my own view,this is what i really saw or heard out there.
guys keep on thinking that girls always search for wealthy guy.
(even my boyfriend thinks that i am this kind of girl too,that's hurt)
it is true that they are,but girls search for true love more than that.
all i see,RICH guy are equal to playboy. (called asshole)
who play around with girls.
they treat girl like a doll.
they have the something call 6f' job.
1.find her
2.friend her
3.flirt her
4.french her
5.fuck her
6.find another (the end of a job)
then their another job begin again and again.
this is sucks!

so,i don't want a rich guy to be my man.
if he thinks that i need a rich man to be with then he must be wrong.
once man have their money spinning around,for sure and for real they will flirt around.
they needs girls to be with.
so,when they are somebody's husband or father still they'll flirt around or have more than one wife.

seriously,i saw girls get heart broken and get hurt more than those guys do.
why? (no answer)
so,i think girls spend guys money are necessary sometimes because girls spend their tears more for guys.
hey,you may think this is bullshit but for real i hate guy who are rich.
who keep spending money around like it is a need.
who wants to have big car cause they think it's easy to get girls' attention.

when we are rich,we have more problem.

i miss him.
who could walk with me around at the neighbourhood.
who brought me to took public buses to hang over outside.
who brought me to have a simple meal.
i felt more happy. more comfortable.
like imma marry him.
i'll create a family with him even if it's hard.
i'll help him and support him no matter what happpen thought we are not rich enough.
but,i don't have such kind of thinking or feeling anymore.

i wanna be a wife who have own job or business to support myelf in case i failed in my marriage.
imma work real hard for my future.
i know,i can't rely on my husband in future.
if there's a day i was cheated by my husband,i think i'll just let it go and be a strong women.
(laugh out loud)
i am sure i'll think over and over again clearly before i say 'yes,i'll marry you' to a man.
cause,i do really love to have a happy family til the end of my live.
sounds little silly and impossible.
due to my prediction,i don't think i'll live happily ever after.

girls! we gotta be smart!