get myself in the line.

since the holidays and CNY, i've gained weight and i lost my confidence towards on how i look right now and and and i hate it so much! i hate my talking tummy and my wings. oh my god. it's sucks. i get envy all the time whenever i saw those skinny and totally slim girls who has their beautiful body and look good in whatever they are wearing. i really wish i can go back to the time when i was totally small and light.

and i know someday i will get the body i want back. yes, probably when boyfriend is not around with me because he is the thing that make me fat. i just don't know why he don't understand when i said i'm full or i'm not hungry. he always like to hand me food and want me to eat them. eventually, i gained weight. sucks!

now, i'm happy that i see something is working. my tummy. alright, i'll be right back to blog when i'm slimmer.

CNY at Cameron Highland

firstly, GONG HEI FAT CHOY! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

this 2011, my cny was a little different from the past. i decided to go with my boyfriend's family to Cameron Highland. i thought it's gonna be fun but it wasn't as fun as i thought it could be. anyhow, let me show some pictures which taken there.

p/s: KIONG!

see! i'm much tan than my boyfriend. we were so boring while waiting before heading to Cameron so we took view pictures just to filled up our spare time.

we've arrived! and we were all staying at an unknown house that with 6 rooms and it was so huge but pretty old.

check this out! SEGA that sells cotton candy, waffle, bun etc.

yup, good to have steamboat at such cooling weather . we had steamboat for the whole 2 days man.

this is boyfriend's cousin. cute isn't it?

alright, now it's time for some photography with the title of nature.

oh yea, strawberries is like at every where in Cameron highland.

anyway, this trip to Cameron during CNY is kinda okay. unfortunately,me and boyfriend was so bored and don't know what else to do for all the time and we think should have stay at Penang to collect more ang pao and visit our friends and family. you know what's worst? the journey! i was feeling so uncomfortable with those super long winding road. okay.

it was kinda not bad for the overall, because i do enjoy in some part.

lastly,believe it or not this is the very first trip of me and boyfriend after all those years.

ELVA蕭亞軒 - 錯的人Ｍｖ

Taylor Swift - Back to December

hello 2011.

it's another brand new year,2011. To all my family and friends i wish all of you a very Happy New Year and be blessed by God. May all of your wish come true, not just wealthy but also healthy.

my celebration for this new year was kinda bored. to be honest, i had the mood of celebrating but then i found nothing nice to celebrate with. i found that the older i grew, the less-happening i felt. alright, i wish the most is to be happier for everything i have in 2011. yes, i want to be healthier, please don't bring me any sign of illness to suffer with. oh yes, i did myself some planning in 2011.

here,

• i wanna get myself a new mobile phone
• go somewhere else out of Penang island for a trip
• gotta save some money to buy few cool gift for Amy and boyfriend
• if possible, i wanna buy a new bed

guess, that's it. i'll update if i've any changes.

HAPPY NEW YEAR again! :)