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:'(

sensitivity

i'm trying to tell myself that i'm over reacting. i want to be a more open minded person who can take care good care of oneself. unfortunately, i can't.

what would this September be?

i was thinking about every September of mine. it was terrible and this time this September won't be any different because by this month i'm gonna miss someone so badly and i will be left alone here.

frankly, those bad memory were popping out in my retarded brain all in sudden. i'm i over it? am i? never been this way before and i'm lack of experience in my life. somehow, i hope i have something that which is very important to myself and can take over this whole shit over me and never gonna think about it. sighs, unfortunately i find nothing important in my life. it sounds so pathetic. i'm hating people around me, including my family. i wish i can have someone who i can fully trust, but in this world i believe there is no one who are trustworthy enough to keep your secret without breaking it. since my current life ain't working well, should i change my life? i'm thinking...

yes, i'm retared

yes, i write everything here for about 2 paragraph and i just cancel and erase them all.

Chris Medina - What Are Words

The American Idol !

everyone is sharing this video throughout facebook.

yea, please listen to this really touching song that could probably make you cry.

:')