like a pyramid

stones heavy like the love you've shown
solid as the ground we've known
and i just wanna carry on
we took it from the bottom up
and even in a desert storm
sturdy as a rock we hold
wishing every moment froze
now i just wanna let you know
earthquakes can't shake us
cyclones can't break us
hurricanes can't take away our love

pyramid, we've built this on a solid rock
it feels just like it's heaven's touch
together at the top (at the top baby) like a pyramid
and even when the wind is blowin
we'll never fall just keep on goin
forever we will stay like a pyramid

what a very bad dream

hey.baby..
i had a very bad dream this last night. it's about another breakup of us occurred. you told me that you'll not betray me again but then you did it again. i was so hurt badly,and i felt like slapping you but then it missed. i shouted ''don't you ever come to me!!FOREVER!'' so loud in the dream and i was so freaking angry. you were so flirty and not serious with everything. i just hate you from top to the bottom. it also surprised me cause i did not cry at all. hmmm. what a dream.

when i was awaken. thank god! it's not reality!
i'm glad that i found everything is fine.

i wanna know so badly that how do you think about our 4/5 years relationship? do have any comment or what?

"Dear John''

he's back from singapore already.
he bought Dear John(DVD) for me from JB while he was on his way home.
i know this movie don't suits him to watch but he still bought it purposely and wanted to watch with me badly.
i still appreciated a lot for this.

p/s:thanks baby.. love you! i'll see you soon. smile*

after watching it...
there,he claimed it's that not that nice already.
but,it's okay. i don't mind cause i think this movie is normal.
not bad. but still it made me cried somehow.
i don't know whether he realized it or not.
anyway,i really appreciated that moment watching together.

random

i was driving down to town to have my final test
paper at the recent pasted sem.

okay,right now i'm having my sem break and my man is back from singapore.
obviously,he is in love with singapore like i do.
i just wanna go there again and again so badly.
after that,i wish i could travel at the another place like bangkok.
opsss,i just realized that we never have our vacation since we
know each other till now. 5 years,perhaps.
we don't know whether got such chance or not.
nehh,let it be then.
travel and vacation things is not that easy to be happened.

sigh,i'm now out of everything.
i can't buy anything i like right now. really broke!
i feel like working but then not the right time for only 3 weeks.
this is a short sem break and never gotta be long anyway.
hopefully i could live any better.

peace.

me tried and tired

it had been awhile that you keep persuading and pleasing me not to smoke or to smoke less.
alright,i listen and i do whatever you ask cause i respect you and i love you.
sounds great huh? but then,when there's a time for me to open my mouth to ask you not to smoke or please smoke less and i don't see you take it serious. you might think that i'm crapping and i'm already get used to see you smoke like i don't mind anymore. but,i do mind before and i do hope before that you could take my words and show me that you can and you respect me too.

right now,i wanna tell you that you can just smoke as much as you can and as much as you want too because i wont say anything anymore and i'm tired for saying this since we were form 4. every time i tried to talk and you felt i'm too annoying and i don't think my words is powerful or important to you. you don't have to say anything,i'm here to give ya a full license for smoking. however,my smoking habit i will still continue reducing but not because of you and it's because of myself.

please forgive me if there's a day i can't stand it and i decided to leave you cause of the smoking habit.