it seems like yesterday si just a dream,but those days are gone they are just memories.

must listen !!

(here we go Eminem)
allright lets pretend Marshall Mathers never picked up a pen
lets pretend things would have been no different
pretend he procrastinated had no motivation
pretend he just made excuses that were so paper thin they could blow away with the wind
marshall you’re never gonna make it makes no sense to play the game there ain’t no way that you’ll win
pretend he just stayed outside all day and played with his friends
pretend he even had a friend to say was his friend
and it wasn’t time to move and schools were changing again
he wasn’t socially awkward and just strange as a kid
he had a father and his mother wasn’t crazy as sh-t
and he never dreamed he could rip stadiums and just lazy as sh-t
f-ck a talent show in a gymnasium bitch you won’t amount to sh-t quit daydreaming kid
you need to get your cranium checked you thinking like an alien it just ain’t realistic
now pretend they ain’t just make him angry with this sh-t and there was no one he could even aim when he’s pissed it
and his alarm went off to wake him off but he didn’t make it to the rap Olympics slept through his plane and he missed it
he’s gon’ have a hard time explaining to Hailey and Laney these food stamps and this WIC sh-t
cuz he never risked shit he hopes and he wished it but it didn’t fall in his lap so he ain’t even here
he pretends that…


♥ ♥Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars ♥ ♥

I could really use a wish right now

I could use a dream or a genie or a wish.

To go back to a place much simpler than this.

Somebody take me back to the days.

me,today

me & shze chen,today

founded this song named Airplanes by B.OB. it's a really nice and meaningful songs. i keep play back the same song.

by the way,it's 1.49am in the middle of night or maybe a very morning right now and i'm hanging myself here to blog. there's so many no-answer questions i have in my mind now that drag me here to spend my time. i was wondering why we couldn't go back to a much simpler place or go back to the much simpler life? i apologize that i like to compare something to another,seriously who doesn't likes to compare. even your mom likes to compare too. right? so,why good things never happen on our life but the others while the others do not think those are the good to them. we always never get enough on something. once we have the good, we ask for the better, then beg for the best.

sigh. now,my stomach keep making noise. gotta sleep already. good night.

random morning feelings

it's really crazy when people or friends are trying to question me about me past or something sensitive. should i just hide away and ignore or should i share my true feelings? sometimes,i wish to share more than hiding cause i really don't know what else i can do when i'm alone here and sharing on my blog.

when i see people wishing their lovers when a greeting of 'Happy Anniversary,my love' then i ask myself so when is my anniversary with him. so,when is it? i don't know. i don't think he knows too.

i love you now, still the same as when we were together.

TRUE

You can love two people at the same time but NEVER at the same degree.

There are two kinds of secrets: those we keep from others and those we hide from ourselves.

In love, be like a soldier, knows when to fight and when to surrender.

The one who deserves you is the one who will forgive your mistake after a mistake.

love is a cycle, when you love, you get hurt. When you get hurt, you hate. When you hate, you try to forget.......(cont..).

loving the right way is when you can appreciate the commitment, respect for the couple, and keep your love.

p/s: baby,although I was able to control my emotions, I always feel insecure because of love and because of you

take me as i am

coming below article would be filthy and not nice to be present.please,forgive my rudeness.

what you mean ''Guys might think you're a hot sexy babeh , you're a hot chick , but for me , you're just a slut Not jealous. Wannabe ? You are not qualified yet =D S.L.U.T'' ? WOW! you're so bitchy aren't you? oh,you think i'm not qualified? so,you are qualified? come on girl! who should be the so called SLUT? you or me? you should think about it. do you ever realized that you're just not suitable to call me slut? and obviously,not even qualify! if you wish to call me slut or bitch with interpersonal communication then just do it. i'll wait for you,pussy. don't stab or gossip behind me,if you're dare enough you can try to talk with me with all what and how you think. i'm in so confident and hope this could be happens because no matter what,i'm just right. and you're totally wrong in such situation. all the while, you're with your thickest skin on your bloody face. hey,go learn to be more classy. you're just cheap enough!

last word for you,GET A FUCKING LIFE! fuck you.