i've been thinking the same thing again and again. well, it been sticking in my brain for all the time. sometimes i think it doesn't just make sense. i tried for so many times to make this better by settle it in one shot but i always failed to do so. what's bothering me? i don't know. i'm so confused with everything that just happened. i really want to make this better and clearer. no matter how and what, i'm behaving like another person who act terribly sarcastic and mean. why? because of all those crazy thing that i never expect it would happen. like how others use to say, once is enough. please,don't try to make it another time. it feels real sucks, and you should have know. i don't beg you for loving me forever or what. i'm begging you to be loyal and faithful. i hate it to be called bitch or slut like i did nothing wrong and people keep thinking i'm the one who ruined everything. i like to be free and never got involved in those triangle relationship. aight?
can anyone tell me what to do?
anyway,don't ever tell me to forget the past and all. hello! it's logical that this would never be forgotten that easily. when you experienced this, you will know how it feels like. anyway, i like the way of how i have changed. and you will never get it. friend,please don't try to act filthy.
