Saturday, January 1, 2011

hello 2011.

it's another brand new year,2011. To all my family and friends i wish all of you a very Happy New Year and be blessed by God. May all of your wish come true, not just wealthy but also healthy.

my celebration for this new year was kinda bored. to be honest, i had the mood of celebrating but then i found nothing nice to celebrate with. i found that the older i grew, the less-happening i felt. alright, i wish the most is to be happier for everything i have in 2011. yes, i want to be healthier, please don't bring me any sign of illness to suffer with. oh yes, i did myself some planning in 2011.

here,
  • i wanna get myself a new mobile phone
  • go somewhere else out of Penang island for a trip
  • gotta save some money to buy few cool gift for Amy and boyfriend
  • if possible, i wanna buy a new bed
guess, that's it. i'll update if i've any changes.

HAPPY NEW YEAR again! :)

Monday, December 27, 2010

when everything starts with an A, please finish it with a Z.

here, when an issue is brought in we people will settle it correctly. but not just said that you're tired to argue and you just disappear. that's totally immature. when you're gonna grow up? when you're gonna behave like an adults? please, change yourself. it's sucks!

you can't blame me for not trusting you. you should actually know the reason, aren't you? you act like you're so innocent in everything when i found them something wrong. you hided in the corner playing with your phone and your back were facing at me in the middle of the night while you were suppose to be asleep. somehow, i don't know why i could awake and saw this. i never want to take any action while i was so curious. anyhow, i continue with my sleeping. see, you created them and you make me suspect you. when i'm about to leave, you admit. what is this? the memories you brought to me is horrible. i'm being nice. i'm being good. i'm being faithful. what about you? it's not that i don't want to be sweet to you, i'm just protecting myself from you. i may not be the sweetest girl, but i may be a stronger girl than before. i do not want myself to be trapped into the same trick. i changed a lot for you, not for myself. what about you? i always give you the best. i never stop you when you're about to do something wrong because i respect you. i never rule your life with my demand. please, you were me and i am you. you should understand how i feel.