Again,this is a emo post. I nearly got caught on what exactly happened in the past. Yes, the worst part of my life. Again, I did nothing wrong but I'm the one who seems to blame on. If I could choose again,I will choose to be terribly fucked-up at the beginning and be happy for the rest of my life. I wish to escape but I can't,thanks to those tears. I wonder why it just can't make this whole thing stop easily. I am just a normal girl who live in this world and seek for a great faithful man to be with and never gonna hurt me for god sake. Unfortunately, this not gonna happen in my life. Guys out there never get enough with girls,and those weird girls never understand clearly what's the meaning of 'in a relationship'. This is so weird. Am I got fool again? I don't know but probably YES! I am prepared to leave all the time, I am prepared to give up and think wisely. What's the use to tell me that you love and you're sorry? The problem now is that I lost faith on you. I don't know how many lies you have told, I don't know how many things is hidden quietly without being aware.
I'm so tired. The feeling is awful that makes me so sick. Apology is forgiven, but the whole incident that brought up is can't be erase easily. Boy,you should know.
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