N-Dubz ft. Mr Hudson - Playing With Fire (Official Video with Lyrics)

I tried to believe every word of your sweet story

But intuition keeps telling me

Your making a fool outta me

Bruno Mars - Starting Today

this song is what how i wish he could say to me,seriously.

We had a date, I stood you up

You tried to call but I didn't pick up

See I forgot about our plans..

Please forgive your man for ruining your night so many times

I'm sorry, I know you're mad

And I don't wanna be like every other man that you've had

So I'm stopping all these childish things, girl, you mean too much to me

Your love is worth too much to lose

Girl, I know I broke your heart and trusting me is really hard

But watch how quick I change my ways.. starting today, starting today

I know that I'm the one to blame, you say every man's the same

But watch how quick I change my ways.. starting today, starting today

Girl, I'm starting today..

You're tired of playing the kiss and make up game

And I apologize for the man I became

If I could do it all again, I wouldn't hurt my best friend

And I'd throw away all my selfish ways

I'm sorry, I know you're mad

And I don't wanna be like every other man that you've had

So I'm stopping all these childish things, girl, you mean too much to me

Your love is worth too much to lose

Girl, I know I broke your heart and trusting me is really hard

But watch how quick I change my ways.. starting today, starting today

I know that I'm the one to blame, you say every man's the same

But watch how quick I change my ways.. starting today, starting today

Girl, I'm starting today..

Girl, I know I broke your heart and trusting me is really hard

But watch how quick I change my ways.. starting today, starting today

I know that I'm the one to blame, you say every man's the same

But watch how quick I change my ways.. starting today, starting today

Girl, I'm starting today..

pathetic

Again,this is a emo post. I nearly got caught on what exactly happened in the past. Yes, the worst part of my life. Again, I did nothing wrong but I'm the one who seems to blame on. If I could choose again,I will choose to be terribly fucked-up at the beginning and be happy for the rest of my life. I wish to escape but I can't,thanks to those tears. I wonder why it just can't make this whole thing stop easily. I am just a normal girl who live in this world and seek for a great faithful man to be with and never gonna hurt me for god sake. Unfortunately, this not gonna happen in my life. Guys out there never get enough with girls,and those weird girls never understand clearly what's the meaning of 'in a relationship'. This is so weird. Am I got fool again? I don't know but probably YES! I am prepared to leave all the time, I am prepared to give up and think wisely. What's the use to tell me that you love and you're sorry? The problem now is that I lost faith on you. I don't know how many lies you have told, I don't know how many things is hidden quietly without being aware.


I'm so tired. The feeling is awful that makes me so sick. Apology is forgiven, but the whole incident that brought up is can't be erase easily. Boy,you should know.

fuckyea

fuck

fuck

fuck

!!!

again,shopping list

edited!

for sure.

• a pair of flats shoe. [done]
• a pair of sandal
• a pair of heel.
• a blouse. [consider done]
• brown-liner
• eyeliner. [done]
• lingeries. [done]
• a wallet [done]
• a handbag.

maybe.

• bracelets, bangles, rings and earrings. [only got my earrings already]
• skin products. [done]
• hairbands and headbands. [done]

may not buy but wanted to buy.

• skinny jeans - light blue.
• more outgoing clothes.
• more lingerie.
• sneakers.
• more heels.
• more accessories.