sigh*

tell me! how am i suppose to get a thousand plus DSLR camera just for the subject that i’m taking right now when i’m totally seriously broke? i do really wish to get one of them and go outdoor and do shooting with my classmates. unfortunately,i really can’t make it cause i’m really broke. how? what should i do? sigh* and… my boy friend’s 19th birthday is just around the corner and i’m now worrying about what to present cause i have totally no idea. i really wish to get something special for him. i did not met any such headache issues at the earlier year.