Silence is a girl's loudest cry.

there're so much i want to tell but i hate to tell it out.

but right now i don't give a damn on what's the outcome and i just wanna make myself feel better.

everyone have their own fixed mind set. everyone have the different mind set. believing on their own belief. loving on their own loved thingy. follow on their own fashion. selecting on their path by their own. please,do not criticize on their decision. there's nothing wrong on picking A but not B. you couldn't blame him or her for being once stupid or careless cause i believe while deciding they'll always think before they decide. once they get regret,they'll always remember to remind themselves for not doing the same mistakes. so,respect on someone's decision.

talking with an opened-heart will always make someone feel better. i admit,i never talk with an opened-heart sometimes. once the others realized what you said it's not true, they'll definitely feel it's sucks. thus,just do whatever you like that followed by your heart. do not let the others force you.

i always remember and never will forget my past. i knew that long ago,i knew him long ago.

i know what kind of person he is so i do not have to ask anything about what he told you about me while he choose you and be with you . frankly,i'm really different from who i'm supposed to be in a year ago. get my point? i am tired, but you don't seems tired cause you get this started again. by the way,the times that i call you slut or bitch won't be that much like you call me. seriously. anyhow,i don't put too much hopes,i might cry again but i will not live my life miserable like what happened on the last September cause i've learnt a lot.