Quotes

♥Better to say how u feel & get ur heart broken than leave words in ur heart forever unspoken.♥

♥Every girls wish that she'll marry someone who know what she's going to say.♥

♥if someone is playing Hide & Seek with you in a relationship, it could be they're not ready to be found.♥

waiting you at this random night

i was bored. then i did paint my nail polish colour,it's red this time. right now,i'm here waiting my man. waiting him to get back to his home and free to talk with me through Internet.

i miss him.

after painted my nail.

i love messing with my bear on my bed.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn but that's alright because I like the way it hurts - i love the way you lie (eminem feat rihanna)

do please click the phrase above and link to listen to the song. it's a nice song.

full lyric,

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is

I can only tell you what it feels like

And right now there's a steel knife

In my windpipe

I can't breathe

But I still fight

While I can fight

As long as the wrong feels right

It's like I'm in flight

High of a love

Drunk from the hate

It's like I'm huffing paint

And I love it the more that I suffer

I sufficate

And right before im about to drown

She resuscitates me

She fucking hates me

And I love it

Wait

Where you going

I'm leaving you

No you ain't

Come back

We're running right back

Here we go again

It's so insane

Cause when it's going good

It's going great

I'm Superman

With the wind in his bag

She's Lois Lane

But when it's bad

It's awful

I feel so ashamed

I snap

Who's that dude

I don't even know his name

I laid hands on her

I'll never stoop so low again

I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much

You can barely breathe

When you're with them

You meet

And neither one of you

Even know what hit 'em

Got that warm fuzzy feeling

Yeah them chills

Used to get 'em

Now you're getting fucking sick

Of looking at 'em

You swore you've never hit 'em

Never do nothing to hurt 'em

Now you're in each other's face

Spewing venom

And these words

When you spit 'em

You push

Pull each other's hair

Scratch, claw, bit 'em

Throw 'em down

Pin 'em

So lost in the moments

When you're in 'em

It's the rage that took over

It controls you both

So they say it's best

To go your separate ways

Guess that they don't know ya

Cause today

That was yesterday

Yesterday is over

It's a different day

Sound like broken records

Playin' over

But you promised her

Next time you'll show restraint

You don't get another chance

Life is no Nintendo game

But you lied again

Now you get to watch her leave

Out the window

Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things

Did things

That we didn't mean

And we fall back

Into the same patterns

Same routine

But your temper's just as bad

As mine is

You're the same as me

But when it comes to love

You're just as blinded

Baby please come back

It wasn't you

Baby it was me

Maybe our relationship

Isn't as crazy as it seems

Maybe that's what happens

When a tornado meets a volcano

All I know is

I love you too much

To walk away though

Come inside

Pick up your bags off the sidewalk

Don't you hear sincerity

In my voice when I talk

Told you this is my fault

Look me in the eyeball

Next time I'm pissed

I'll aim my fist

At the dry wall

Next time

There will be no next time

I apologize

Even though I know it's lies

I'm tired of the games

I just want her back

I know I'm a liar

If she ever tries to fucking leave again

I'mma tie her to the bed

And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

2 is 2,never be 1

how to tell ''i miss you'' once to 2 person?

anyhow. sorry. i don't think i have 2 heart in one body,so i'll never do such thing seriously.

p/s: hence you break up and are still friends, you were either never in love or you still are.

I never said I was a good girl, not a bad girl either.

baby,

i want apologize to you before i start to tell what i am about to tell and this might be a long tired post.

half hour ago,i logged in your facebook account. it's disrespect isn't it? i'm sorry. you should know what i have done at the earlier hour. i read your messages from your inbox. yea,all the messages that she sent to you and you sent to her. you should know who i'm talk about,right? i felt like an asshole reading them. i was thinking it is right to know or not to know? should i regret for realizing your account password?

''knowing something is not quite a good thing sometimes. i always want to get to know something desperately,but when i already have the chances to know then i refused to know or when i already know about it then i regret for knowing it. ''

while reading all the conversation between you and her,i know well and it's obviously you treated the both differently. yes,she is more independent than i am. she hold her words and never agree of what you're saying when she thinks you're wrong. she always stand at her own's right. i see some hidden story through the conversation. i never get angry of what you have said but i got a little of hurt. i see mine messages and her messages all over the 2nd page. i seems ignored by you. reading the messages that i've sent,i realized that i'm annoying and irritating seriously. we are the different girl. you might feel she is real because she is a straight forwards person. unfortunately,i'm not. i'm a girly girl and i'm shy. sometimes,i do not know how to tell or request something to you or from you. i keep quiet when i don't wish to have any argument but you are strongly disagree girl kept quiet when issues are there. eventually, i just cry and tell you everything with a shaking voice. at this moment,i wish i could have a best and close friend who can give me comment and opinion on how i felt right now. but i'm just not in such luck and i couldn't even find any of them to share because through the experience i learnt a lot of lesson. most of friends are not trustworthy. but at least i found my way to share it over here.

this afternoon Amy told me one of my friend told her that she felt uncomfortable and kinda mad while she saw what you post or comment something on my wall. for example,recently you comment on one of my post on facebook ''cuz busy chit chat wif guys'' and another one ''oh. u met what guy '' then,Amy came and tell me this and also agree of what another have said. baby,do you know how i felt and react at the moment? i know they are not qualify to comment our relationship or how the way we communicate. i can tell you honestly,i don't know how to express my feeling on problem. totally. it's difficult for me. seems everybody thinks you're fierce or hot temper since the day we quarreled and then later you quarreled with Amy on facebook. but i can say that they doesn't hate you and so do i. but,can you treat me a little better as people other people can see or feel? change a little bit cause of me can? i want to hear and see nice thing that i probably would feel happy for because i love you.

baby,can i know what am i to you? how do you think of me as one of your girl now? i'm so curious.

a lot of people may think i already have a stable relationship for 4/5years. it's unsure record. can you imagine i'm not sure how long we are doing together? it's totally failure. we also never know when is our anniversary,i mean the new one. the day one that we get back together. but hey,i disagree for saying ''we'' never know because i do know. baby,you should know it too. i did sent a message to you facebook and mentioned it before. but,it's okay that we stay this way for tend not to know. so we will never be counting how long it have been. just let it be.

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katy and travis

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nicole and joel

love brings

*sweet smiles*

baby,

i love you and i miss you lots.

sigh*

tell me! how am i suppose to get a thousand plus DSLR camera just for the subject that i’m taking right now when i’m totally seriously broke? i do really wish to get one of them and go outdoor and do shooting with my classmates. unfortunately,i really can’t make it cause i’m really broke. how? what should i do? sigh* and… my boy friend’s 19th birthday is just around the corner and i’m now worrying about what to present cause i have totally no idea. i really wish to get something special for him. i did not met any such headache issues at the earlier year.