i trust

we met each other for twice in gurney plaza with no date. we both suprised. i strongly trust that we are meant to be together. i konw sometimes things might mess up but sometimes they are really working great. my tears fell last night when i was thinking of you and stared over our beautiful picture. i miss the life that how we had before. you held my hand tight like a mother. you took care of my like a father. you were mine. part of my family. you know very well about me,like nobody else can.

we had the best life ever. i do miss the old way alots. we had our breakfast together untill the supper. we talk to each other. we share every pieces. i remember you said that eating ice-cream alone can't be even nicer than eating it with two person. so,we used to do that always. 1 ice-cream, 1 drinks, 1 lunch box.

they are all sound sinlge but it was shared with two hearts.

L - love

O - objectively

V - value

E - effortfully

baby,i love you.

i will be always waiting for the miracle.

us in greystyle

i just edited few of our pictures.

cant stop myself to think of you. my lou gong. i miss you lots.

sobs~

seriously miss the way how we spend our time in every single day that we had before.

please come back.

baby!

this picture was snap at gurney drive after brought him to meet my big family during CNY.

a very nice shot that with our beautiful smile

when were in form 3

that day

i was so glad that 9/10/09 the friday night.

was a wonderful and a happy night. we were like so happy,we played jokes around and were having alots of fun. we both smiled very happily. never see such images for a period already. i was like thank god that i still have such day to be with you so happily. nothing remind me the most but this special day that made us a little different since the breakup. it was a happy day but we...still friend. but then,it's okay. at least you did not ignore me and i konw you still care for me. i cant stop myself to keep thinking of us. kisses and huggies that we used to have. i really want to know what are you thinking. what's in your mind. you seems have something to bother and facing some difficulties.

baby,i never been anywhere and i'm not going anywhere but always close to you. i wanna hold your hand and tell you that nobody can ever love you like i do. i love you. i know those mistakes that i made were really harmful to you,but..baby.. i'm changing. because of us, beacuse of you. i don't want to let go such prefect match,prefect feeling that we still have. cant even let it go. you are my everything.

i'm sorry.baby.

no matter how and what will be, i'm always here to wait for you. wait for the miracle happen. there's nothing i will ask for, just come back to me. please.

i can't forget you.

love still here.

one month ade

So surprised that i saw him at Gurney MPH, a bookshop that we use to go.
we were just walk pasted like that, no hi and no bye. i saw him but he did not see me at all.
at that time when he were walking past beside me, my heart's beats increased.
i don't understand why am i feeling this way,i was and i am afraid.
i didn't walk near you and say hi to you.
should i regret or not?

if i say hi then what we will talk later on? bye? or what?
i guess i was right that i did not greet.
at that time, you were alone and i was alone too.
both human being that have feelings to each other and been together for 3 years more,
now both behave so strangely.

i really don't even know what to say.
just
''hurt''
...
it's bad that now we turn into this way.

we have separate for one month already.
what should i do?
i am confusing.

baby,i miss you. <3

still miss you

i remember how i snaped this wonderful shot for you.

3. waiting

i glad that you text me today before i text you first. i'm not sure how you feel upon me nowadays,but i'm still praying and hoping you will be coming back to my life and get back to our lovely sweet life.

wrote about us

will be coming up for more.

2. miss you badly

1. baby

miss you

You and Me.

I edited our picture,but i didn't show to you cause i'm afraid that you would dislike me to keep doing such thing cause you're not with me already. i hope that i can hug you right now,really miss you so much. sob~

love you. always.