Monday, August 30, 2010

who is the number 1 man?

recently,i was thinking about what's girls thinking nowadays. why do they have to do so many thing for a guy while those guy never realize how hard or how well is their girl doing. i was one of them while i was still stuck in the dark but now i'm different. i won't give too much,so that i won't be down too hard. i understand how is the feeling while you gave all your heart to a guy and you got no return from them. i'm hoping to share this with one of my friend who met a guy which is very sucks. from top to the bottom. all he know is like keep taking advantages from my friend but unfortunately my friend seems did not realize she is being use by her boyfriend because she is in truly in love. seriously,when love is applied everything just turns blind. it is fine for me if we takes and gives to and from our partner equally. it is true that sometimes, we as someone girlfriend have to pay something for our man but it has a limit or to pay when it's vital.
unfortunately, my friend here gave and paid too much. i was an outsider who not qualify to judge or persuade because i know i do not have a relationship who everybody wish for. ''nothing is perfect,forever''

i do hope to share and talk to her about how others think and feel when seeing this situation. but then,i don't think she want this to happen because she behaved like dislike other to bother her love life. thus,i just have to keep quiet and close my eyes.

my friend,
you're a very nice girlfriend i can see. you are better than others. i bet you deserve to be with someone better in this world. you deserve to be treated well from a man. what i can say is,you have to be awake and feel what's the issues. we care cause we love you. i hope you could knew. good luck my dear friend.

Just A Dream-Nelly with lyrics







I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I’m at the basement.
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.

My lover, my life. My shorty, my wife.
She left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about my baby.
Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

AS IF

as if it's so easy.
as if it will change.
as if we will be different.
as we can forget.

no,nothing will change so don't have to waste the time to think or to wonder.

Monday, August 23, 2010

Trailer เฉือน ฆาตกรรมรำลึก

SLICE

watched this last night.
it was dope! the story was great. it ain't a ghost movie, but it was a murdering movie and the murderer is a very emotional person who experienced hell lots of difficulties when he was a young boy. besides, he(she) is also a she-male named NUT while he was a young boy then he named himself NOI after the transsexual surgery.


this guy is the main character who named TAI. he's hot isn't it?
and his girlfriend that act in this movie is the she-male that he doesn't even know.

while i watched the trailer, i thought it was just a simple movie with all those killing people scene.
but then after watched it,it was a whole different story that i never thought how it should be.
was a surprise!

awesome!

Saturday, August 21, 2010

desire

alright i have a strong feelings to get tons of stuff. so much.









  1. handbag and wallet.
  2. new stylish hand phone.
  3. Gshock/solvil titus watch.
  4. perfume - DKNY/Issey Miyake
so far these are what i want at this moment.
hopping to get all of them.
i'm not dying for branded, just as long as the thing look nice.
i believe a cheaper product could also can make someone look stylish and classy.

Friday, August 20, 2010

kissing you





'Cause when I'm kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I've been trying to find
Falls right into place
You're all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I'm kissing you

When I'm kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I'm kissing you'

Thursday, August 12, 2010

no more being fool

watched REPOMEN with DVD that dad brought from johor before GSC is on screen.
not bad but the ending the confusing.

boyfriend changed new car.
purpose : want to look good in front of chicks, especially in his college.


went to Kenny Rogers at Queensbay.
the food there is worse than before, i wonder why there're still a lot of customer.

recently, i feel like so lazy and tired for no reason. i did not have any plan or did not plan for anything. nothing. final is just around the corner, i'm still like don't even bother. this is shit! this is fail! i really need something to motivate me.

all the best to myself.



Monday, August 9, 2010

buffet on sunday

me and my family decided to have our family buffet again.
the previous one was at Golden Sand Hotel and this time we headed to Evergreen Hotel.
the food was not bad but everyone prefer Golden Sand's buffet.

now, pictures time!

taken by cousin 1

taken by cousin 2

mom and bro(wayne)

sis(charmaine) and mom

me and mom

now let me show you more pictures which come with
cousins...






alright
not much to upload here due to those adults are camera shy and i was busy craving for foods at the same time.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

not good

presentation day.

as usual, i took my last minutes work again. supposedly i've to prepare my outline and slides for my presentation at home last night but i end up went to watch CHLOE. the horny movie.
after movie, i rush back home to continue my work. eventually,i slept at 4.30pm in the very early morning.
anyway,a last minutes are always not well prepared and organized. i thought i can do something better this time to improve my course works but then it doesn't work.

sob*