where is my bestfriend?

sighs. friends are like something that should be needed in our life but friends always come and go, they never stay forever with you. when i was in primary school, i was in a gang with another two girls. i thought that we are gonna be like those Best-Friend-Forever but somehow it never happens. after started another new life in high school, i met another two girls that has quite similar personality with me. we always sticked together like we can't be separate apart and we will not leave any of us behind. we broke school's rules together as well. until a day, they both decided to leave and continue their life in another school. i was influenced. i was about to follow them but i didn't do it anyway. i'm blessed that i believe in myself and insisted not to follow them and i just move on my life. hah, i remember so well that i cried truly from my heart like i knew i'm gonna lost them forever and indeed i literally lost them. they never talk to me like we used to, we never behave like bestfriend anymore but just friend. like what we call that as Hi-Bye-Friend.

now, i'm college. same thing, i met another two girls that we always hang out together. sit together and do our work together. unfortunately, the feelings has gone. i can't put the heart together and i just can't make it up like how bad i want them to be my bestfriend. things were becoming so strange. i can't share and express my feelings to them everything about my life and yes i can't trust them as well due to they still don't know me much. i hate this feelings. i don't know who to talk to when i need someone so badly. seriously, i want a friend a close friend who comes with the same heart as mine. own the same habit, same attitude, same hobby, and so on.

i'm so sick with those people who takes you as a fool, fooling around like there's no limitation. talking shit that breaks your heart. playing nonsense that lost your reputation. i'm so done with this! don't i need to be respected? gosh! i never throw a shit on you so you better don't do the same to me when i thought that you were my friend. the some they just will never stop criticizing my personality and whatsoever about me then pretends like never do that to me before. besides, when there's come the boiling point and i started to do my pay back time and they just pissed off showing me faces that i am suppose to apologize.

I'm so done with a whole lot of shit. That's just how I feel at the moment. :(

hair cut!

i just had my hair cut a week ago and now i had to wait my hair to grow long again. sighs. no point, my long hair were damaged and too many split ends so i had to cut them off.

before after

now

notice ; to take good care of your hair especially long hair are highly recommended to use conditioner after shampoo. apply hair mask for minimum once a week. also, apply some leave on hair lotion/mask or essential oil to towel-dried hair. don't regret before it's too late! come on girls, there is no ugly girl in this world but only the lazy one!

Cheryl was back to Penang!

alright. i know i just ignored and neglected my blog for such a long time. now i'm here back to update my blog.

Guess whose back? CHERYL LIM (my closest cousin) and her boyfriend! Cheryl was back to Penang last month and now she is back to Singapore! damn. i wish to go Singapore to meet her again. i miss Singapore so much!

seriously, it was real headache for me to bring them somewhere nice and update them what's new in Penang. anyway, there's nothing much to update cause Penang is still a small island. hah!

taken at Guney Plaza, Parkson.

taken at Pulau Tikus, The Sleeping Buddha Temple.

i got no idea why i like to visit temple. i always want to visit temple with my boyfriend. unfortunately, he is one lazy boy. anyhow, finally that time he was able to come with me and Cheryl. we had a great time walking around under the sun at Pulau tikus like tourist. heh! i remember how hot it was walking under the burning Sun like mad.

taken at Gurney Plaza, Nichi. p/s: i look to fat! down!

we were so happy shopping like everything is free! then after enough shopping we took a break at ...

Big Apple! Cheryl's favorite donuts place!

with boyfriend ; taken at Queensbay Mall by Cheryl's boyfriend.

not much pictures is uploaded here cause i was too busy and didn't take much picture with them. most of the picture here were actually taken from Cheryl's camera. :)