that should be me

THAT SHOULD BE ME BY JUSTIN BIEBER

That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
till you believe that
That should be me

*(must listen)*

baby hou,
that should be me,
lovin' you always
that should be me,
sharin' over tears
that should me
under our arm,

that should be me, bein' your wife
that should be me, paintin' your life

i'm not fine

took several pictures of mine on the last saturday.

now,i have no idea why and why again i am emo about?
i met her at campus last few days and today.
still the same,every time i saw her and i'll just act that i didn't saw at all.
i just do whatever i was doing.
look at the ground or just talk with my friends.
then,i turned around and took a look while she were already walked away.
i don't know how to tell the way i felt whenever i saw her.
i hide myself like a rat,i ran away like a rat.
it's really ridiculous.

why?

lately,we are just fine.
unfortunately,i felt really like a psycho or what.
i still can't and can't do better for moving on my life.
''We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye''
yea,why? why did we say good bye at that moment?
why did you choose her to lie me?
why did you place another girl in your heart?

do you ever ever know that i did not even replace anyone in my heart
after i placed you there.

i'm like a freak who can't just forget about those ugly thing.
i'm asking myself why is this have to be happened to me?
why i took the relationship like a life of mine at that time?
which made myself suffered until today.
you're just better than me.
a lot better than me for handling this.
forgive me that i did not just make myself happy but being emotional.

i read back all my posted article 15 minutes ago.
while reading the first article,my tears dropped.
i remember what kind of feelings that i was having right that moment.
then i kept on crying and continue my reading.



here, finally we took our pictures.

we know what we are.

xoxo

Angels cry

click and listen
ANGELS CRY
by Mariah Carey feat Neyo

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was OK
I do somethin' stupid
And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it driftIn a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Oh babe, the angels cry

in love with this song ' wedding dress

new song sharing over here.

WEDDING DRESS by TAEYANG

it is a Korean's song.

*translated*

chorus of this song:

'' Baby, please don’t take his hand
Cause you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no''

awwww

this is a very nice song.
also,he's cute!
my type of man.
smile*

i don't want

we brought an argument again. sick sick sick!
i hate fighting this way.
what's the point are we fighting? what are we fighting for?

i really dislike arguing with you.
i dislike to see your angry or mad faces.

i know i am not the one anymore.
i can't bring you happiness and satisfaction.
i brought you sadness more than happiness.

honestly,i don't know what's wrong with me.
it can define in i hate you but i also love you.
i can't take all those words that comes out from your mouth.
sometime, it's hurt.
sometime i fight back it's because i don't want to end up like my mom.
she don't have all the happiness from her husband.
all she do is listen whatever my father said.
when my father raised his voice, my mother will like just kept quiet and do what my father want.
my mother never raise her voice to my father before,which i think that's not fair.

i'm a side viewer, also it's her daughter.
i always tell myself not to marry a bad temper husband.

please please...
can you feel what i feel?
i don't want to live like that.

HE says, SHE says

If u *TREAT *him nicely, he says u are *TOO IN LOVE*, moving too fast;
If u *Don't*, he says u are *PROUD* *. *

If u *DRESS NICELY*, he says u are trying to *LURE* other men ;
If u* DON?T,* he says u are *RURAL.*

If u *ARGUE** *with him, he says u are *STUBBORN, *too manly;
If u keep *QUIET,* he says u have no *BRAINS,* a walkover ..

If u are *SMARTER** *than him, you?re a *SHOW-OFF;*
If he's *SMARTER *than u, he is *GREAT.*

If u don't *LOVE* him, he tries to *POSSESS* u;
If u *LOVE *him, He takes you* **FOR** **GRANTED*. (very true huh?)

If u don't *MAKE LOVE* to him, he says u *DON?T LOVE** *him;
If u* DO,* he says u are *CHEAP.** *

If u tell him your *PROBLEMS* , he says u are* TROUBLE;*
If u *DON?T,** *he says u don't *TRUST* him.

If u *SCOLD *at him, u are treating him like a *CHILD*;
If he *SCOLDS* at u, it?s because he *CARES* for u.

If u *BREAK* your promise, u cannot be *TRUSTED;*
If he *BREAKS** *his, it is circumstances beyond his *CONTROL.*

If u *SMOKE,* u are *BAD* girl;
If he *SMOKES,* he is* GENTLEMAN.*

If u do* **WELL* in your career, it's *LUCK ;*
If he does *WELL,* it?s definitely *BRAINS.*

If u *HURT* him, u are* CRUEL;*
If he* **HURTS* you, you are too *SENSITIVE !!*

HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO GET IT RIGHT????????*
*

*If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true....... *
but if u don't, they say u are selfish.....
The moral of the story is....... *

**SEND THIS TO GUYS OUT THERE ANYWAY* .... *
**
**Send it to girls also,** **make them feel good, coz its very true* ..

对不起

you're right. i'm the one who have the problem. not you. not us.

我不是害怕，我是忘不了。对不起，我还活在过去里...

specific songs or problems could just simply drag me back to the past that i do not wish to go.

boy,i'm sorry...
i really hope that i can just let it all go,like just in one shot. i see you working differently. i'm sorry that i ain't corporate with you. every simply move of yours could just let me think and predict about what you're thinking and missing over there. i can't stop this kind of emotional,i can't control it.

i'm the one with all those mistakes. i'm not prefect when you are prefect.
it's seems that there's not prefect match in this world. no,i think it should be say that nothing is prefect.

sigh.

i love you,man.

you

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Ewwwwwwww!
learn your lesson,do not dig your nose when you're having
video conference with someone else.
peace*

















let me introduce!
this is the naughty boy.

love you.
hugs.