it's the last day

2010 is just around the corner.
i wish i could able to celebrate this day with him,the last day of 2009.
i want us to be happy for every single things.
reduce argument..
reduce quarrel.
reduce competition.
reduce all those unhappy thing to happen.

in 2010,
i wish we can be the best couple after all. =D
i wish there will be no lie and no hide between us.
lovely all the way.

my sweet baby, don't push me away alright?
don't keep the words of separation.
no way for saying this easily.
please... i love you,my man.

the ending of 2009

here we go again. we argued and quarrel twice today.
wasn't a great thing to happen.
still im sick here,suffering with my blocked nose.

WW1,
i cried this afternoon,about what? guess i was too over talking with my care.
then he felt i was too annoying then he told me he wanted to have a nap.
it was just an excuse,he ain't going to have a nap.
he just want me be little quiet, he refuse to be sarcastic so he lied.
i knew he wasn't going to sleep then i posted something emo at the facebook with showing i was treated wrongly.
he pissed off. sigh. reasonable.
then we started to have our argument.
i cried while i was having my lunch and half way studying.
nose was blocked,feel more worse while crying.
hardly breath.

night...
WW2,
the next argument.
we were having nice conversation st first.
we both were showing what to wear for tomorrow's new year celebration.
then suddenly,came out a a guy named sean in our conversation.
nothing to be surprise.
he was curious about how come i know sean,who is the one who add who.
was a kinda long story about one of my best friend.
we argued,he don't trust whatever i'm saying.
and he told me maybe tomorrow he will not ask me out.
sigh!! ...
i told him,
c h a r l o t t e says:
sujie likes him,real thing. then they stop contact and all. sujie wan to know why but no dare to ask cause they stop contact. then that guy added me in fb. i knw its him. then i asked him do he knw sujie and all,then he asked for my msn address to chat easily.i gave him my address,he added me. first sujie dono that i ask and talk with him. until... few days ago.
thats the truth
still,he think i'm bullshiting.
i know.. no point he will think like that cause i did not told him about this before.
i should tell all earlier.
baby,i'm sorry...
sighhhh.
our conversation ended with,
c h a r l o t t e says:
haiihh.. dont like that can arh? im not trying to be annoy,just want to let you knw. i hope you wont simple say bye to me and to our relationship.
sighh
alright then
take care.. i love you

*i really seriously hope that he will not say any good bye easily to me and to our relationship.

still the priority?

every time while i fall sick,i do really wish that my love one could come over and give me the warmest care and love.
i really need lots of happiness from him.
i sound like i want too much and ask too much,
but i can't get this over.
sigh.
what am i to him since the day we were back?
still the priority? or just for fun? or just a company?
sigh sigh.

what's in his mind? i don't know.
seriously,i dislike and i hate he speck rude words to me.
cause i will think of my parents.
my very dumb mother always letting my dad scold with all those damn words.
i told myself i will not gonna get any husband like that.
sigh sigh sigh.
what's now?


baby,i ain't a doll.
i want an absolute love and care which is real and true.
i don't wanna play around.
i hope you could understand..

i love you.

pictures that meant

I DO

''Marriage is not a ritual or an end. It is a long, intricate, intimate dance together and nothing matters more than your own sense of balance and your choice of partner. Sexiness wears thin after a while and beauty fades, but to be married to a man who makes you laugh every day, ah, now that's a real treat. In marriage, each partner is to be an encourager rather than a critic, a forgiver rather than a collector of hurts, an enabler rather than a reformer. ''

i just attended my cousin's wedding dinner. it was a very great night,looking at this prefect couple have announced as husband and wife. it was really touching while they said ''I DO'' for no matter how their husband or wife become rich or poor, healthy or weak and always be faithful.

i wish i could really married to someone that i love and willing to give him my life.
i not trying to joke but seriously i am hoping one day and soon it will happen to me.
i know it is too early for this. i'm not rushing myself to be married too.
is just i like the way how a person willing to share him or her life with their partner.
holds each other hands and walk into the hall with beautiful gown.
build beautiful family and be happily ever after.

if i able to have a strong and trustful relationship i will take it seriously until the day getting married. i do really wondered that one day i might really be his only wife. who i can share my everything with him, who can be my listener when i need to talk, who can cook for me when my stomach is empty, who can comfort me and chill me up when i am down, who also can love to be with me always and forever. =)
i wanna give him my body's temperature when his is cold.
i wanna be with him when he needs company.
i wanna smile with him everyday when once i am awake.
i wanna cheer him up when i have his is upset.
i wanna share the same bed with him all the time.
finally,
i wanna tell him ''i love you'' everyday and never gonna change.

VANILA TWILIGHT

''The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find opposing new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.''

the chirstmas

i can't spend this special day with him.
it's kinda sad that we both couldn't able to stay with each other at this Christmas moment.
sigh.
i cant take it when family and cousins ask about what's wrong with my relationship.
they talk and they wonder what's happening to me.
they ask why and what makes slim down like that.
sigh.
i don't know what to do and how to face.
this is very bad.
grandma told my mom about the day i cried so bad.
then my mom came to ask me.
i ignored but still she knew what had happen.
something always related to heart and love.
sigh.
they hope i could be better and make up my mind.
they hope i could able to think clearly before it's too late.

hmmmmm.....

what a year.

Charlotte Lee : Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. ♥

from facebook

On this day, God wants you to know...

... that a successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person. Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. Each time on a whole new level you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing.

baby,i hope you could trust this and let's reach till the end of the day.
i love you.
papa. =)

D LOVE C

THIS IS THE TRUE.
WE CANNOT CHANGE ANYTHING WHEN THE STORY HAD BEGIN.
IT'S VERY WRONG WHEN YOU TRIES TO THINK OR WISH TO GO BACK AND CHANGE THE FACT.
LIKE THIS LITTLE PICTURE HERE. IT WILL NEVER GONNA BE LOST OR DISAPPEAR FOREVER.
ALTHOUGH, THIS PICTURE MIGHT CANT REALLY SEE CLEARLY BUT IT'S THE LOVE STORY BEHIND ME AND HIM.

STILL I LOVE THIS PICTURE LOTS.

i was wrong

the previous post that i posted was too easy to say (in a very stupid way).

tho i had deleted it but i still remember what i had wrote over there.
all those sometimes and those wishes.
these wishes was too easy to be said but it's really difficult to done and face when it comes to live.
while he got his anger and hurt after reading my blog,
he tried to leave me and do whatever as i wished.
at that moment,i was totally lost and agonized.
i started shaking, i was scare and now i am still.
seriously,i can't live without him cause he is my everything.
every steps he takes, i will be worry and care.
the fact now is that we had met up, we make up and we messed up,
i should look at the future but not try to go back and change everything.
he decided to stay with me when he have two choices,
he has his own reason why he chose me but not her.
i will never ask for the answer and i will just let it be and just be together happily.
i was too cold to him when he was trying to warm me up.
it was my wrong to ignored him.
(i'm just trying to get your attention back to me that time.)

i should think in positively...

baby,i'm sorry that i let you down.
baby,i;m sorry that i doubt your love.
baby,i'm sorry that i wasn't being understanding.
baby,i'm sorry that i lied to you last time.

dear sweet heart,i'm sorry.
i wasn't good enough to you.
honestly,i don't have such feeling and mood to go singapore right now.
cause today is the day 3.
i wish i could able to be with you in day 4, 5, 6, and 7.
especially day 5, the Christmas Day.
i want to build our love in these days.

biee,remember last time we had our rainbow?

the same thing that the old charlotte will says,let's pain our rainbow together.
let's pain it and color it all with perfectly complete and nice.
i can't sleep last night.
i had a dream bout you and then i was awake in 6 am.
hardly to get asleep again.
then i am awake at 8something, can't sleep at all already.
i'm worrying.
i sent you 4 long long messages last night.
i said,

'' i know what i've said in my blog was stupid. love is seriously blind.
please tell lou por that you still love her as well. kay?
don't keep me as a normal object, i want you to sayang and care for me.
will still talk to me no matter what happen.
cause i still always here for you, never try to delete you once ever.
baby.....sigh.
i love you.
show me that you love me too okay?
day 3, 4, 5 and the following days will be better.i promise.
we do this together,alright?
start with our new rainbow, color one by one.
until it's perfectly complete with our love.
since we had met in our life, let's trust the future.kay?
i wish you could have a good sleep. i'll be always there for you.
sleep tight, my love. ''

i'm here to annouce officially, I TRULY LOVE YOU FROM BOTTOM OF MY HEART.

the way i view love was too over,
i need your every single words to motivate me everyday,
i need your care when i am different,
i need your support when i half way failing,
i need your attention when i am quiet,
i need your love daily when i woke up.

i will be missing you alot,cause i'll not be with you for a week.
please,tell me you will be missing me,kay?

charlotte loves darien.
min yi loves hon hou.
lou por loves lou gong.
fatty loves you alot....

CRAWL

Everybody sees it's you
I'm the one that lost the view
Everybody says we're through
I hope you havn't said it too
So where do we go from here
With all this fear in our eyes
And where can love take us now
And we've been so far down
We can still touch the sky
If we crawl
'till we can walk again
And we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
And we'll fly
Until there is no end
So let's crawl...crawl....crawl
Back to love
Yeah
Back to love
Yeah
Why did I change the pace
Hearts were never meant to race
Always felt the need for space
And now I can't reach your face
So where are you standing now
Are you in the crowd of my voice
Love can't you see my hand
Lend me one more chance
We can still have it all
So we'll crawl
Till we can walk around
And we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So let's crawl....crawl....crawl
Back to love
Yeah
Back to love
Yeah
Everybody sees it's you
Well I never wanna lose that view
So we'll crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So let's crawl....crawl...(crawl)
So we'll crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So let's crawl....crawl...(crawl)
Back to love....

all the love quote's

The hardest thing to do is watch someone you love, love someone else."

Love... What is love? Love is to love someone for who they are, who they were, and who they will be.

Whenever you're in conflict with someone, there is one factor that can make the difference between damaging your relationship and deepening it. That factor is attitude.

The hottest love has the coldest end.

Heartbreak, tear-drops, my blood fell to the ground. . .i smiled sweetly biting goodbye. All for I know, loving you was what makes me feel alive.

No matter how many times I try and move on, my heart always takes me back here to you.

Cinderella walked on broken glass. Sleeping beauty let a whole lifetime pass. Belle fell in love with a hideous beast. Pocahontas risked her life for a feast. Jasmine could have had anyone instead she chose a poor man. Ariel walked on land all for love and for life. It was all about blood, sweat & tears... I guess loves all about facing your biggest fears. Dont worry, I wont forget you like you did me. I wont abandon you when you need me the most. I wont talk behind your back. But I will always love you, always support you, and be there for you when you need me because I love you with all my heart.

if you think that your losing someone,never be afraid coz if that person does love you a lot that person will take the risk just to have you

its fully private!

FROM NOW ONWARDS. MY BLOG IS FULLY PROTECTED WITH MORE PRIVATE.

GOD DAMN IT.
I DIDN'T TRY TO SCOLD YOU OR WHATEVER.
YOU WANT A PIECE OF ME IS IT?
COME GET SOME IF YOU WILLING TO.
I'M TRYING TO BE FUCKING NICE TO YOU,GIRL.
BUT YOU U NEVER TRY TO UNDERSTAND.
AND YOU KEEP ON SPAM ME EVERYWHERE.
SAYING ME BITCH, SLUT OR WHATEVER SHIT.
I TAKE IT.
BUT WHAT MAKES ME GET FED UP IS THAT THE BLOODY FUCKING STORYLINE!

NOW I KNOW,THE ONE WHO LIED THE WORST IS HIM.
SERIOUSLY, IT WAS A HUGE SURPRISED!
I CRIED AND EMO WHOLE DAY.
WHAT'S THE FUCKING PROBLEM NOW?
I WAS FOOLED?
YES,I WAS.
I WAS STUPID AND SO DUMB.

I WAS SO WRONG!
THE WORLD AIN'T CONTAINING ANY LOVE OR TRUE HEART.
TAKE THE FACT.
ALL THE GIRLS AND BOYS.
THEY LIE, THEY CHEAT, THEY HIDE, THEY FUCK, THEY FLIRT, THEY SUCK, THEY REVENGE, THEY PLAY, THEY SMOKE, THEY DRINK ETC!

GOD.
I WILL TAKE WHATEVER SHIT THAT MIGHT HAPPEN.

=)

爱情应该不分对错

"分手后在网上胡言乱语，是文化的人？大方的行为？

我不知道自己以后会不会这样。

可是分手了需要说别人是非，伤害别人，甚至说伤害别人的家人的话吗？

这样你觉得自己是品德高尚还是罪恶？

不要问是谁，爱情应该不分对错，

没有感情了分手，可以谅解，

如果因为有第三者，那种臭男人要不要也罢，

分手后胡言乱语，这种男人更品格低劣，

没有他应该庆祝，现在看清楚总比以后结婚了好！

朋友，幸庆啊。。没有他，我相信你的明天会更好，加油！！"

this is copied from someone that i know and i respect.

i got nothing to be mean but i just respect this sentence. please don't take it wrongly. my Chinese ain't that well at all. =)
sigh. love is like that. i was late for preparation.
i should be prepare for all those up and down, thick and thin.
the flow was too strong, i lost myself but i will swim to the land.
and.. i'll be fine.

speechless

i am totally speechless.
i really got nothing wanna talk here.
i have the feelings for blogging now but i cant just write it out all cause everything is not that easy to describe.

that's it.
just to be careful for everything.

you don't want me to think too much

guess what? i'm back to the net.
during the pasted weekend, i kept thinking about her.
whatever about her.
i seems worrying for her cause i know how she felt right now.
she is the only girl who is thinking the right guy that i'm thinking here.
the guy who like to kiss girl's cheek in the cinema.
the guy who hug girl rightly.
the guy who like to bite.
the same guy
...
that we both stuck here.

once i'm online, then the first thing i do is to search anything which is link to her.
i just wanna check whether is she fine or not.
then i found out that she created a new blog.
god! she is so not fine at all.
she was totally down and sad for losing a guy.
she have the exactly same feelings that i had before.
i felt kinda like an idiot.
what am i suppose to do right now?
she is so in love and now she is heart broken.
it's all link to me.
i wish to talk with her but i can't and i shouldn't too.

while reading to whatever she wrote there, i felt every pieces of hers.
my eyes were filled with tears.
am i pitying her? or what?
i don't know but i just feel her.

baby,
i'm glad that we are working out finely.
i was keep asking about this and that which all was irritating you.
i asked...
you told me you did not but in reality you did.
it's okay,i understand.
i'm happy that you care or whatever too.
sigh. guess i won't ask any anymore cause i have my answers all already.
i just hope she could be fine and i hope i can get over things too.

'' i'm sorry,girl. i hope you could be fine. take care. all the best. may god bless you.''

that midnight

what a night that i have to remember.
seriously,that night was totally insane.
was the first time, never ever happen until that night i my live.
was so pain, wasn't my arm but my heart.
i can't even believe that it just happen like that.
i was thinking and wondering, and my tears was pouring too.
i don't even thought that it will just done so easily.
i was freaking out.
i felt like ... (nothing can be describe anyway)
what's happening?
why?

who are you anyway?
you were like another person.
it was so bizarre.
at that moment,i wish to read your heart baby.

i am sorry

baby,i am
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
. . .

one hundred sorry will not change anything at all.
there are nothing left more.
i life is totally ruined.
i'm nothing anymore.

please just come back to me.
i feel really lonely without you.
i promise you,no more i will lie to you.
please just come back....

i love you

i'm not and i'll

i'm not dating any guy in my life as a boyfriend,but only you.
i'm not thinking of anyone once i'm awake,but you again.
i'm not trying to cheat you.
i'm not planing to revenge or what.
i'm not going to give up since i decided to stay here and start a new life with you.

i'll explain, tolerate, apology, forgive and understand.
i'll be waiting for you.
i'll be doing whatever just for you.
i'll do and treat you right for all the mistake i've done.
i'll be loving you always.
i'll be what you want.

huge mistake

i did i fucking huge mistake again.
i didn't even know that they broke up ade,i was so blur. sigh.
today,i met ian at gurney plaza when suppose to out with shu mei them.
it wasn't anything, is just that i walked with ian and then met bin.
i did not try to hide myself, i also waved hand with him.
then i'm prepared for more calls from han hao.
i did not ignore, i told the truth but he wouldn't trust me anyway.
i already know this is gonna happen.
i broke his heart.
this is so sucks! i ruined all.

baby,i love you so much. i'm not cheating with the chances you gave me. i'm not fooling around with you. i wanna tell the truth to ian, and also i've told. i told him, i still love you and trying to get back together again. he did also wished us for all the best. finally,we had settled all things but when everything were so close then something drag us down again and spoiled everything. everything get messed up again. but no matter what..i'm here just for you. i never try to accept any guy for becoming my boyfriend. my hearts always belongs to you. you gotta know this.

please,don't leave me again. don't! i don't want! i don't wanna lost you again. i'm feeling so alone without you. my life had been getting worse since you been gone. totally out of mind. i dont wanna feel this way again. i need you. i love you. i want to be with you,seriously.

your decision

We went out yesterday. Sounds nice, huh? I was so happy and glad that we are going out but then I wasn’t really feel happy during we were together in the mall. I can’t even feel any of happiness we use to have when we were together last time. I was so mad of myself. I had been thinking over the problem between me, you and her. I don’t know how and what to do for making myself happier. I can’t even know to smile rightly and truly in every single day of my life. The way I love you, it drag me to hell. It’s scary. I’m seriously tired for crying, crying all for you. Because of you, I don’t know how to live happily. I lost every single thing that I love and I miss so much. I want everything to be back into normal like how you said to me that easily. I know this could seriously drag me to be worse, every of us would even feel more stress and uncomfortable. The tears weren’t cried out from my eyes but from my heart. The pain, it’s extremely hurtful. This is all I feel in my heart deeply. Baby, please help me understand my feeling. Waiting for everything I want badly, but I not sure would this everything happen in reality. I’m just waiting for miracle happen. I didn’t have been loving someone this way. I miss the every single day that we had before. We both were very happy. Unfortunately, now I can’t find it back. I’m running back to the street, I hope I could able handle everything well. Although, it’s tough and miserable but I just hope miracle could happen. I don’t hope this is another disappointment and get fooled again. I can’t take this at all.

Baby, I want you to get the right person. I hope you could understand clearly who the girl you really want to be is. Please, I’m too tired for feeling this hard way. I can feel how the way she feel you, I understand how important you are to her. I guess I’m not that important to you. I just hope you could make up your mind with no regrets.

hopefully

he promised me that he will be back.
i trust him, i hope everything will be just fine very soon.
i hope that whatever he said to me it's true.
i gave my heart to him since we first in
love seriously.
it had been for more than 4 years.
we faced everything together. all the thick and thin we faced.
in heart, we are like the very best close friends.
although,we both misunderstand and made own mistakes before but still in the end we are back together.

i cheated him for like alot of times, he cares and he loves me.
that's why he held me tightly.
the last time i cheated him, he got all his anger and the disappointment on me.
he doubt my feelings on him. then,here we go again.
we broke up. both heart broken.
this time,it drag us till 3 months.
from the day we separated until now we still can't announce to everybody that we are going to be together back and we both also don't even know whether it will really works for us or not.
lots and lots of our story and memory behind us are hardly erased.
but, our LOVE will never be erased.
'' name wrote down over chest ''

baby,please give me the confident.
i need to know. i have to know. will we going to be together?
are you just kidding to me? sigh.
every time i saw her in college, i really done know what to do.
what came into my mind is just, there the girl who is my baby's girlfriend.
then i can't even face her, i don't even know her.
god! i need to relief this major fear and worry.

i love you.

On Bended Knees

'' PLEASE ''

Darling I, I can't explain,
Where did we lose our way,
'Boy it's driving me insane.
And I know I just need one more chance,
To prove my love to you.
And if you come back to me,
I'll guarantee,
That I'll never let you go.

Can we go back to the days
Our love was strong.
Can you tell me how
A perfect love goes wrong.
Can somebody tell me
How to get things back,
The way they used to be.
Oh God, give me the reason,
I'm down on bended knee.

I'll never walk again,
Until you come back to me,
I'm down on bended knee.

Baby, I'm sorry,
Please forgive me for all the wrong I've done.
Please come back home boy.
I know you put all your trust in me,
I'm sorry I let you down.
Please forgive me.

I'm gonna swallow my pride,
Say I'm sorry,
Stop pointing fingers,
The blame is on me.
I want a new life,
And I want it with you.
If you feel the same,
Don't ever let it go.

You gotta believe in the spirit of love,
It will heal all things,
Won't hurt any more.
No I don't believe our love's terminal.
I'm down on my knees,
Begging you please,
Come home.


'' I LOVE YOU ''

i dont belive but i have to believe

seriously i feel superb bad about this picture. i cried out loudly. hurt like shit.
again,i feel like giving up.
i cant take this no more.
no more.
not anymore.
god !
i don't want this to happen.

loveable stuff from you

it's the slipper


every stuff you gave me always remind me about you. always.
but...
i got no idea how to tell anything right now.

it's broken

i feel like wearing the necklace that you presented me last year. when i was holding it then i found that its on the way going to be spoiled, i placed it on my bed then i accidentally dropped it and then it's DAMAGED. my tears burst into my eyes very quickly, i don't know what to do. i tried to fix it but still it wasn't working. i tried again and again. still cannot work.

something came into my mind telling me its not going to work anymore. like us,we try hard for going back to each other but it will never gonna work. is it this true? i'm crying badly now. keep crying and crying. why is it cannot work? why it cannot be fix again?

i feel the very pain right now, inside pain. hurtful. i cant even know how to express this feelings. tears keep on like pouring. my heart, my tears and my mind. i cant even know how to help myself to stop feeling this way, to stop tearing and to stop thinking. it's seriously suffering, i cant breath well right now. i want you, it's hurt.

no matter what we do, what we said, what we promised, what we prefer and more. still we stuck over here and we couldn't escape together. it is true that we gonna stuck this way forever?

loving you makes me hate you.

''i want to know what love is''

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder





In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life




I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......



I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me....
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me....



In my life! there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life!.!.!.!.



I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is......
I know you can show me......

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I wanna know what love is....
I want you to show me....
And I wanna feel, I want to.... feel what love is....
And I know, I know you can show me....

show me



I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...

here we come

i choose to move on,
you came to me,
told me you want me,
you confused me terribly.

you called,we talked this over,
i expressed my feelings,
you expressed yours,
we stay and keep our words.

you were with her,
later you're not,
you came to me,
said that it's because of me,
you decided to dump her.

i told you,
nothing is helping us,
i want to get out,
i don't wanna stuck in here,
pretended to smile in every single day,
seriously wanna get out.

you were upset,
you wish we could be together,
back into the life we used to have,
you told me how bad you miss it,
how bad you want me.

but baby,
dont forget about her,
i told you,
she loves you,
she needs you.

question,
why don't you choose a better life to be with her and to be happier?

answer,
you said ''i will be happier if I'm with you''

when i want ya badly,
you said maybe you'll back,
then i sobbed,
when you want me badly,
i said i wish to move on and to be a new person,
then you upset.

all wrong decision, wrong planning... what is really going on that make us suffer like that? i got no idea to decide. helpless!