the ending of 2009

here we go again. we argued and quarrel twice today.
wasn't a great thing to happen.
still im sick here,suffering with my blocked nose.

WW1,
i cried this afternoon,about what? guess i was too over talking with my care.
then he felt i was too annoying then he told me he wanted to have a nap.
it was just an excuse,he ain't going to have a nap.
he just want me be little quiet, he refuse to be sarcastic so he lied.
i knew he wasn't going to sleep then i posted something emo at the facebook with showing i was treated wrongly.
he pissed off. sigh. reasonable.
then we started to have our argument.
i cried while i was having my lunch and half way studying.
nose was blocked,feel more worse while crying.
hardly breath.

night...
WW2,
the next argument.
we were having nice conversation st first.
we both were showing what to wear for tomorrow's new year celebration.
then suddenly,came out a a guy named sean in our conversation.
nothing to be surprise.
he was curious about how come i know sean,who is the one who add who.
was a kinda long story about one of my best friend.
we argued,he don't trust whatever i'm saying.
and he told me maybe tomorrow he will not ask me out.
sigh!! ...
i told him,
c h a r l o t t e says:
sujie likes him,real thing. then they stop contact and all. sujie wan to know why but no dare to ask cause they stop contact. then that guy added me in fb. i knw its him. then i asked him do he knw sujie and all,then he asked for my msn address to chat easily.i gave him my address,he added me. first sujie dono that i ask and talk with him. until... few days ago.
thats the truth
still,he think i'm bullshiting.
i know.. no point he will think like that cause i did not told him about this before.
i should tell all earlier.
baby,i'm sorry...
sighhhh.
our conversation ended with,
c h a r l o t t e says:
haiihh.. dont like that can arh? im not trying to be annoy,just want to let you knw. i hope you wont simple say bye to me and to our relationship.
sighh
alright then
take care.. i love you

*i really seriously hope that he will not say any good bye easily to me and to our relationship.