Monday, December 7, 2009

it's broken




i feel like wearing the necklace that you presented me last year. when i was holding it then i found that its on the way going to be spoiled, i placed it on my bed then i accidentally dropped it and then it's DAMAGED. my tears burst into my eyes very quickly, i don't know what to do. i tried to fix it but still it wasn't working. i tried again and again. still cannot work.

something came into my mind telling me its not going to work anymore. like us,we try hard for going back to each other but it will never gonna work. is it this true? i'm crying badly now. keep crying and crying. why is it cannot work? why it cannot be fix again?

i feel the very pain right now, inside pain. hurtful. i cant even know how to express this feelings. tears keep on like pouring. my heart, my tears and my mind. i cant even know how to help myself to stop feeling this way, to stop tearing and to stop thinking. it's seriously suffering, i cant breath well right now. i want you, it's hurt.

no matter what we do, what we said, what we promised, what we prefer and more. still we stuck over here and we couldn't escape together. it is true that we gonna stuck this way forever?

loving you makes me hate you.

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