tho i had deleted it but i still remember what i had wrote over there.
all those sometimes and those wishes.
these wishes was too easy to be said but it's really difficult to done and face when it comes to live.
while he got his anger and hurt after reading my blog,
he tried to leave me and do whatever as i wished.
at that moment,i was totally lost and agonized.
i started shaking, i was scare and now i am still.
seriously,i can't live without him cause he is my everything.
every steps he takes, i will be worry and care.
the fact now is that we had met up, we make up and we messed up,
i should look at the future but not try to go back and change everything.
he decided to stay with me when he have two choices,
he has his own reason why he chose me but not her.
i will never ask for the answer and i will just let it be and just be together happily.
i was too cold to him when he was trying to warm me up.
it was my wrong to ignored him.
(i'm just trying to get your attention back to me that time.)
i should think in positively...
baby,i'm sorry that i let you down.
baby,i;m sorry that i doubt your love.
baby,i'm sorry that i wasn't being understanding.
baby,i'm sorry that i lied to you last time.
baby,i;m sorry that i doubt your love.
baby,i'm sorry that i wasn't being understanding.
baby,i'm sorry that i lied to you last time.
dear sweet heart,i'm sorry.
i wasn't good enough to you.
honestly,i don't have such feeling and mood to go singapore right now.
cause today is the day 3.
i wish i could able to be with you in day 4, 5, 6, and 7.
especially day 5, the Christmas Day.
i want to build our love in these days.
biee,remember last time we had our rainbow?
the same thing that the old charlotte will says,let's pain our rainbow together.
let's pain it and color it all with perfectly complete and nice.
i can't sleep last night.
i had a dream bout you and then i was awake in 6 am.
hardly to get asleep again.
then i am awake at 8something, can't sleep at all already.
i'm worrying.
i sent you 4 long long messages last night.
i said,
'' i know what i've said in my blog was stupid. love is seriously blind.
please tell lou por that you still love her as well. kay?
don't keep me as a normal object, i want you to sayang and care for me.
will still talk to me no matter what happen.
cause i still always here for you, never try to delete you once ever.
baby.....sigh.
i love you.
show me that you love me too okay?
day 3, 4, 5 and the following days will be better.i promise.
we do this together,alright?
start with our new rainbow, color one by one.
until it's perfectly complete with our love.
since we had met in our life, let's trust the future.kay?
i wish you could have a good sleep. i'll be always there for you.
sleep tight, my love. ''
i'm here to annouce officially, I TRULY LOVE YOU FROM BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
the way i view love was too over,
i need your every single words to motivate me everyday,
i need your care when i am different,
i need your support when i half way failing,
i need your attention when i am quiet,
i need your love daily when i woke up.
i will be missing you alot,cause i'll not be with you for a week.
please,tell me you will be missing me,kay?
charlotte loves darien.
min yi loves hon hou.
lou por loves lou gong.
fatty loves you alot....
i wasn't good enough to you.
honestly,i don't have such feeling and mood to go singapore right now.
cause today is the day 3.
i wish i could able to be with you in day 4, 5, 6, and 7.
especially day 5, the Christmas Day.
i want to build our love in these days.
biee,remember last time we had our rainbow?
the same thing that the old charlotte will says,let's pain our rainbow together.
let's pain it and color it all with perfectly complete and nice.
i can't sleep last night.
i had a dream bout you and then i was awake in 6 am.
hardly to get asleep again.
then i am awake at 8something, can't sleep at all already.
i'm worrying.
i sent you 4 long long messages last night.
i said,
'' i know what i've said in my blog was stupid. love is seriously blind.
please tell lou por that you still love her as well. kay?
don't keep me as a normal object, i want you to sayang and care for me.
will still talk to me no matter what happen.
cause i still always here for you, never try to delete you once ever.
baby.....sigh.
i love you.
show me that you love me too okay?
day 3, 4, 5 and the following days will be better.i promise.
we do this together,alright?
start with our new rainbow, color one by one.
until it's perfectly complete with our love.
since we had met in our life, let's trust the future.kay?
i wish you could have a good sleep. i'll be always there for you.
sleep tight, my love. ''
i'm here to annouce officially, I TRULY LOVE YOU FROM BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
the way i view love was too over,
i need your every single words to motivate me everyday,
i need your care when i am different,
i need your support when i half way failing,
i need your attention when i am quiet,
i need your love daily when i woke up.
i will be missing you alot,cause i'll not be with you for a week.
please,tell me you will be missing me,kay?
charlotte loves darien.
min yi loves hon hou.
lou por loves lou gong.
fatty loves you alot....
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