you don't want me to think too much

guess what? i'm back to the net.
during the pasted weekend, i kept thinking about her.
whatever about her.
i seems worrying for her cause i know how she felt right now.
she is the only girl who is thinking the right guy that i'm thinking here.
the guy who like to kiss girl's cheek in the cinema.
the guy who hug girl rightly.
the guy who like to bite.
the same guy
...
that we both stuck here.

once i'm online, then the first thing i do is to search anything which is link to her.
i just wanna check whether is she fine or not.
then i found out that she created a new blog.
god! she is so not fine at all.
she was totally down and sad for losing a guy.
she have the exactly same feelings that i had before.
i felt kinda like an idiot.
what am i suppose to do right now?
she is so in love and now she is heart broken.
it's all link to me.
i wish to talk with her but i can't and i shouldn't too.

while reading to whatever she wrote there, i felt every pieces of hers.
my eyes were filled with tears.
am i pitying her? or what?
i don't know but i just feel her.

baby,
i'm glad that we are working out finely.
i was keep asking about this and that which all was irritating you.
i asked...
you told me you did not but in reality you did.
it's okay,i understand.
i'm happy that you care or whatever too.
sigh. guess i won't ask any anymore cause i have my answers all already.
i just hope she could be fine and i hope i can get over things too.

'' i'm sorry,girl. i hope you could be fine. take care. all the best. may god bless you.''