here we come

i choose to move on,
you came to me,
told me you want me,
you confused me terribly.

you called,we talked this over,
i expressed my feelings,
you expressed yours,
we stay and keep our words.

you were with her,
later you're not,
you came to me,
said that it's because of me,
you decided to dump her.

i told you,
nothing is helping us,
i want to get out,
i don't wanna stuck in here,
pretended to smile in every single day,
seriously wanna get out.

you were upset,
you wish we could be together,
back into the life we used to have,
you told me how bad you miss it,
how bad you want me.

but baby,
dont forget about her,
i told you,
she loves you,
she needs you.

question,
why don't you choose a better life to be with her and to be happier?

answer,
you said ''i will be happier if I'm with you''

when i want ya badly,
you said maybe you'll back,
then i sobbed,
when you want me badly,
i said i wish to move on and to be a new person,
then you upset.

all wrong decision, wrong planning... what is really going on that make us suffer like that? i got no idea to decide. helpless!