Dear Darien,

baby, i'm moving. i'm moving to the better place. i have been suffering during the i was waiting you patiently. i'm sorry,i dont keep my words. i said i will wait ya no matter how long. that time,i was totally didn't ever realize how hard it will be. now, i finally understand clearly it was really not easy at all. the soft sobs hurt me lots. the feeling i have inside, i still feel for you. you show me lots of thing, the fact, the revenge, the people, the heart, the truth etc. i want to be with you,but i'm trying to think all over carefully. what it will be if we are together? what about the trust? what about the life style? what about your family look upon me? haiiih.. i really don't know.