i'm waiting it

Every time you fall down, look up and remember,

there are so many things waiting to be reached.

We're all so good at giving advices till the problem happens to us,

then we just breakdown.

promise to fuck me?

ask yourself who the hell start this? you think i didn't know what you did behind when everything started to calm down. think carefully before you speak.

''I DONT LOST FRIENDS. ONLY YOU. I NEVER SAY SOMETHING BAD ABOUT MY FRIEND , ONLY YOU.''

why you faking around? someone like you with such brave attitude and like stabbing others behind should face this situation. by the way,i don't even want to know how many friends you have there. you don't have to tell me that you have a lot more than i am. friends are not that important for me anymore, i prefer to trust myself.

oh ya,i don't mind you call me fat ass. kids only call people they hate as fat ass.

as what you said

KARMA!

of course i do trust karma. that's why i don't bitch people around. i don't curse a lot as well. the more you curse on people, the more friend of yours may lost. the more you curse on something, the more damages of your thing may occur. stop fighting, stop talking or stabbing people from behind. grow up and learn how to think in the right way. i'm learning this as well. changing myself to be someone better that can easy to handle difficulties and hardship. when problems attack,i don't complain much. i stay aside and think how to solve and do something worth.

believe it!

nobody

Sometimes, you need to be alone. Not to being lonely, but to enjoy your free time being you and yourself.

i am nothing. ain’t a perfect girl. ain’t important to this kind of society. imma go with my own way with my own rules.

what do you want

what do you actually want to hear?

what do you actually want to feel?

what do you actually want to see?

what do you want from me?!

i can say that sometimes i really could make something that let my boyfriend fucked up. i know what am doing. but sometimes he took it very seriously. by the way,i don't even know what happened with him nowadays. he could probably mention the words "THAT GUY" everyday. he keep saying there's another guy when there's no guy. i don't even know why he have to create untrue story and make himself pissed. it's really very unnecessary at all. now,i can't help anything with it. i don't know what else to say but this ''once there's no trust, there's no point to be together or loving one another.''

for whom never gets tired or never gets a life.

so fucking what?!

i think we people need to learn something called ''why bother?''

why bother about how people think about you?

why bother about what people talks about you?

why bother about people who never gets a life?

if you really want to bother, then don't shit a lot behind.

cause that's just like a pussy. know?

what you had about is enough!

One Republic - Secrets (Soundtrack Disney's The Sorcerer's Apprentice)

totally awesome!!

great movie with wonderful soundtrack by one republic.

* Tell me what you want to hear

Something that were like those years

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line

Don't care if critics never jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away! *

that's what i wanna say as well.

PR Campaign Day 2 & 3

day 3,

a incomplete and a messy group picture. tsk tsk*

joyee, me, maggie

day2,

the most busy day!

me (MC), amy (model)

The Saturdays - Missing You

I just miss all the miss that we made

When we still have the passion to hate

I miss missing you, sometimes

I miss hurting you 'til you cry

I miss watching you as you try

Try not to end up in tears

Begging to get back together

I just want you to be

To be stuck in a second forever

So don't freak out and believe.

Quotes

Always try something new and learn from it as your fantastic experience for your future...

&

Memories are the best souvenirs. -Chuck

who to blame?

i'm curious. i have friends but it seems like i don't have a best or closest friend. what i do is stay right here at my blog talking to myself through this page. it's really sound so wrong. i can't stand those who likes to show off and those who tend to talk like boss people. why i'm not that sociality like others? yea,why? i really want to step out my feet and join whatever i can. i prefer solo in social as well but seriously it doesn't work at all. tell me,who to blame? my family? why i'm born in this crazy background. i know,it's already better than the others who have worse background than i have. thus,i can already felt how they felt cause in my situation i barely can breathe already. what to do? i felt like wanna stop doing what i'm doing and start my new journey. unfortunately, there're a lot of thing is bugging me if i like to change and enter my new journey.

outsider doesn't know my background and all. that's why i'm suffer with this. i hardly can get out and have fun with my friends. oh my,can i know how and when this will change? there's always no answer.

PR Campaign Day 1

believe in yourself.

day 1,

day 1 is none of my business,that's why less photos is taken.

the next day i will be busy. sigh*

Quotes

if you stay innocent, you won't learn anything new. - Jeo Marcial

so true!

If you believe in yourself anything is possible. -Miley Cyrus

true as well!

i wonder when . . .

Life is fair; look around. There are moments you’ll stay on top, and another moment, others will.

Hello Elvia

random photos sharing

awesome photography class!

but there's so many thing have to do to hand up soon.

thanks for spent your time for me.

i appreciated.

PR Campaign

by Public Relation Year 2

because of me

it had been bugging me for already more than half years!

i wonder what's in my body. i was healthy and normal last year seriously. unfortunately,after the worse part happened in my life and after everything turns better then my body seems like started to be a little abnormal. i have been doing research and all but nothing is working still. i'm down with it. i seems getting so much weaker and like kinda fragile.

right now,i guess i need to do something different. i gotta quit what's bad that could brings into my body. everything. i had make up my mind very seriously. i hope everything could be fine as soon as possible. honestly,i hate myself for being imperfect inside. nothing is as important as my own health and body.

F MY LIFE

FML

I WANNA GET OUT.

I HATE BEING UNHEALTHY.

I HATE BEING UNPROTECTED.

I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING LIKE A LOSER.

SERIOUSLY, I WISH TO BE REBORN AGAIN.

do follow your heart

It's really feels bad to know the truth. I'm doing what my hearts feels. When you cooperate that's an appreciation but what I want more is that you could do whatever by following your heart. Get me?
Don't stop something that you like to do because of me. you have right to choose what to do and Where to go. You should know that I'll always give ya freedom.

i wish not to care

one of my friends learnt about palm reading,and she read mine yesterday. oh my god,she can see about my past that about relationship. it's kinda true and accurate but somehow i should trust myself more and i do believe our life could change someday if we did something great.

Perfect love is the most beautiful of all frustrations because it is more than one can express. -Charlie Chaplin

the right turn

In life, you should go STRAIGHT and then take a RIGHT turn.

i want to be free

seriously,i'm tired about all those talking. i'm tired to keep on going. i'm happy that i can take everything well right now without worry. no matter good or bad, right or wrong. i can still take it and make it into a small deal. i know clearly that no matter what happens i'll stay strong and always tell myself that i'm not alone. what i'm pleasing for is to have trusted friends and boyfriend. of course,i love to have a warm family who always and always there for me when i need them and willing to share with loves. unfortunately,i'm still lost for what i want to have by my side. i do not have a very real close friend. i do not have a understanding boyfriend. lastly,i don't even have a family that can keep me warm. i barely can breathe with this kind of life already.

you're strong. you're brave. you're independent. outlook is always not the most important,but the real personality. you can say anything about what you like to say. i'm just wrong to bother what you've said. i'm weak. i'm shy. i'm dependent. outlook seems always the most important thing in my life,but i'm not bear with great personality. i'm just another girl.

i'm out!

goes back to web cam

Ladies.. Remember this: "No woman can take a man from you, unless he's willing to leave!"

i trust myself

Be nice to everyone. Be friends with a few.

Trust one person: yourself.

♥ ♥ ♥

a raining photo-shooting day

edited by AMY.

♥ ♥ ♥

my girls

heavy rain

caught in motion