Re-Dyed

Just got my hair all re-dyed eventually.

i feel so good. 

my day is getting better and better. 

love and hate

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!! WHENEVER I SAW YOUR PICTURE, I WISH TO TELL YOU I HATE YOU IN THAT FACE!!!

why you have to hurt me so bad?! sighhhhh!!!!

i'm tired to listen the truth.

i would like to thank god that somehow something that i should know and i shouldn't know will reveal themselves. it's pain inside but i'm proudly to say that i'm no longer 'myself' who i use to be. crying over him and all the disappointment and regrets. now, i stronger. i take it and i learn it.


''Cause the walls burned up and our love fell down,
And it turned into whatever, now we're saying never.
Feel the fire 'cause it's all around,
And it's burning for forever and always.''

it's all broken.

my another life begin.

notice my necklace?

it was a farewell present from my boyfriend. he got it for me without me knowing that he prepared a present for me. turns out i felt so bad did not present him anything. sighs. 

' i miss you baby! '

the farewell was a little weird because he expect me to cry but not say i'm heartless or senseless because i can tell that to avoid tears falling from my eyes is the hardest thing i ever did. it was not easy to carry the tears. i kept holding on, not speak much because i knew once goodbye is spoken, i'll never let him go.  

he has left me for 2 days. i must be strong to get over it. i gotta stop being emo. 

frankly, i miss him every second every day. 

i hope he is all well. 

JoJo - Disaster