my feelings

baby,i am afraid that my feelings towords you is getting less.

i am here still waiting for you. you told me you will find the truth very soon and you asked me to trust you too. but then..i have been waiting so long. you are still with her,and you told me that she is better. it made me felt that your heart aint here anymore.

i felt tired...

i wait...

but...

you are still not coming back. i am sure that this could make us not gonna in love again.

sometimes,i felt sorry to have a negative thinking upon you. i will thought that i've been used. you came and kiss and hug me. i confused,baby. i try to think it all in the proper way. you aint that bad to me. you still care for me even tho we are separated. i want to be seriously in love,but not to have such complicated relationship between you and me. i want to make a decision for myself,but sometimes i am afraid. i know you will get mad and saying i am puting blame on you.

i am really very confusing....