i asked nonsence

ahh. i cant believe what i had asked him.
''did you both french kiss before?''
this is real stupid.
cause i thought they didn't.
sigh.
i shouldn't think this way earlier.
they were couple isn't it?
...
surely they had their kisses, hugs and whatever like me and him doing same.
this is what i couple does,right?
why am i emo for that?
god damn it charlotte lee.

why are we always like feeling bad or angry for each other?
i really don't know.
is like,i could get angry easily or being unhappy once i heard something related to ''sugar''
once i felt something,which is her.
once he kiss me hug me or bite me, very fast i already have her in my mind.
all those images that only have him and her.
then seriously i get real emo and down.
and he could get angry easily once i did some problem or something stupid.
like,i didn't call him first or i late answer his call then he will sounds really mad of me.

every time,i get slightly angry or unhappy then he will started to try to make me better.
but just that awhile not more than 10 minutes.
after that,he will just pissed off.
i thought he will still comfort me,cuase no matter how i will be better.
i just needed to see and enjoy myself for letting him comfort.
but mostly guy would think why must they waste their time for doing this.
but they didn't know how much their girl care for this,
how much their girl would spent their for their man.
and lastly,it's because they love their man so.
girl, we should kindly be tolerate just to let your man stay but nothing else we can do.