me tried and tired

it had been awhile that you keep persuading and pleasing me not to smoke or to smoke less.
alright,i listen and i do whatever you ask cause i respect you and i love you.
sounds great huh? but then,when there's a time for me to open my mouth to ask you not to smoke or please smoke less and i don't see you take it serious. you might think that i'm crapping and i'm already get used to see you smoke like i don't mind anymore. but,i do mind before and i do hope before that you could take my words and show me that you can and you respect me too.

right now,i wanna tell you that you can just smoke as much as you can and as much as you want too because i wont say anything anymore and i'm tired for saying this since we were form 4. every time i tried to talk and you felt i'm too annoying and i don't think my words is powerful or important to you. you don't have to say anything,i'm here to give ya a full license for smoking. however,my smoking habit i will still continue reducing but not because of you and it's because of myself.

please forgive me if there's a day i can't stand it and i decided to leave you cause of the smoking habit.