black.white.i think my blog is not anymore reading by someone,especially my boyfriend.it isn't any big deal and i never want to ask cause i don't want to make this as a must.
who cares,right?
today,at 12.48 pm i received a message from one of my friend who was my primary and secondary classmate. yin leng. i was stunned when i saw her name pop out from my handphone.the content of the message is nothing,i asked how is she living at the different place with us.then we chatted from only few messages then i stopped with saying i gotta go.
she is a friend that i thought is the mild type. after the crazy incident happened i stop trusting her with full of my heart and never want to talk anything about myself or whatever. she tired to explained but i told her that i never want her to explain because i wouldn't fully trust her since she have a new girl friend that she met in their national service who ruin my life before,about my boyfriend (the old one but same person). i was wondering,there's nothing i can search about the truth anymore and never will. i never want to talk about it anymore.
i'm fine now with my everything. i wouldn't treat my friend and my boyfriend the same way like how i would treat them last time. so,i can say that it's not naturally anymore too.
i just wanna make myself worth.
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