get myself in the line.

since the holidays and CNY, i've gained weight and i lost my confidence towards on how i look right now and and and i hate it so much! i hate my talking tummy and my wings. oh my god. it's sucks. i get envy all the time whenever i saw those skinny and totally slim girls who has their beautiful body and look good in whatever they are wearing. i really wish i can go back to the time when i was totally small and light.

and i know someday i will get the body i want back. yes, probably when boyfriend is not around with me because he is the thing that make me fat. i just don't know why he don't understand when i said i'm full or i'm not hungry. he always like to hand me food and want me to eat them. eventually, i gained weight. sucks!

now, i'm happy that i see something is working. my tummy. alright, i'll be right back to blog when i'm slimmer.