my desire perfume

i need a new perfume. can't wait to buy myself one!

Chloe. my very first choice of all but it's too expensive. 

issey miyake florale. my another all time favorite of all. it's expensive as well.

these two perfume is the best of the best i can say. loving it so much! gotta wait one day when i can afford them. :)

anna sui flight of fancy. nice smells but i dislike the bottle. considering for 30ml. 

femme by boss. one of the best seller of women edp! considering 30ml.

versace bright crystal. best seller as well. awesome smell. considering 30ml.

guess seduction wild summer. this is just not bad. considering 30ml. 

perfume budget for 30ml, RM150. 

okay, i was way too bored with my fat face and long fringe, then decided to cut my fringe shorter. frankly, i like long sexy fringe. i'll left it back when my face can slightly slimmer then imma be sexay! :D 

new me. september. 

my plan

MONEY! i need money! gosh, once i'm thinking about money and there's goes the plan. the plan of what i'm gonna do with them. this is pretty normal for everyone right? i hope i'm not quite like those shopaholic :)

there comes the plan...

1. say hello to those jeans i want buy which is cheap and nice. hopefully it'll still be there when i get my money.
2. a brand new comfy bed.
3. ooh yeah! tattoo!! can't wait man!! XD
4. the most important one, save my money for my holidays during Christmas at Singapore! yayy!! 

GOOD DAYS AHEAD, BLESSED! 

13/9

happy birthday to myself.

生日快樂 我對自己說


p/s: 每一年的今天 我都对我自己说 我一定要忍 不过 到后来我还是忍不住的流泪了。

i'm lonely and it's true.

It is true that things can be seen differently from the outside and the inside. i might seems like i do not care any of you willing to stay or not to stay, but to be honest my heart breaks whenever i am not able to find any of you staying with me like every girl wants to have a 'best friend forever'. it is scary to be alone here without having a great friend to live with. i find it difficult for me to define my live and my personality. i take it too serious, nobody will have any idea of how much i hate myself sometimes when i have this kind of issues. is it all because of who i am right now? is it because if i can owe myself a car, i can drink like an alcoholic, i have all the cash in my purse walking like a model and my friends will be with me? any idea? i'm out of this shit. 

i realized that my life is bored, friends walked away. pathetic. miserable. meaningless. they don't stay long with me. why? because of the path that i'd decided to walk? i just want be a normal great girl who won't touch any of those shit. i'm like the mommy and boyfriend's girl. i'll either just be with my family or my boyfriend and that's it. no life isn't it? sighs. i'm out.