help me understand

i had already expected that the pictures were all gone from his hand phone.
just wanted to confirm with it, i took a look and it is all gone already.
the pictures all was kept from ever since we are in love when we were younger.
all those pictures are important and meaningful to me.
no matter what happen,i will also not delete our pictures just like that.
because of the separation,he just deleted all of it when he was with his frustration.
i can't believe that why is he so mean to do so.
why is our pictures is so easily to be erased.
he don't even love those memory? or it's nothing for him?

sigh.

he don't even know how bad i felt and it's hurt when i realized.

if there is a person who are meaningful in your life,what you will do?

we ain't anything new. start from day 1?
why are you calling me with something that you used to call me before?
why not we just change everything?
changed all with nothing is related with the past like how easy you could erase the memory.

can we?

everytime i wish to talk with you and you just ignore me.
and you try to change topic and all.
when i decided not to tell so much,you hate it and you think girls is like an odd creature.
we girls are thinker. this is the fact.
hey,baby. could you understand how is my feelings when you keep behaving like this?
i can't take this any longer.
it's nice that you take your responsibility to be a boyfriend.
you brought me out, you bought me meal and all.
when things get slightly uglier.
you just leave me alone and want me to stop everything by myself and you want stay in peace.
we need to be serious to talk this over sometimes. do you think so?

seriously,i know you will not beg me to stay.
you will not wait me for long.
if i slipped away...

do you ever realized you are so much different than last time?

and i love you so.